Yesterday, went to church in the morning, had lunch then back home. Took my nap before heading down to Town to meet Zhen & Jane. From there, we cabbed to Zouk. Before heading in, went to buy some alcohol & back into Zouk. My high wore off fast cos I dance too much I think. HAHA damn. Girlfriends & I hogged the stage (: Though music wasn't that good, dancing with friends was awesome. Surprised to see my juniors there though.. Jane went back early, sigh.. Anyway, danced like mad. Then this Malay guy started dancing with me, so I just went with the flow but it felt so weird knowing I have a boyfriend, so I went up on the stage to dance with Zhen. After awhile, he asked me to dance with him again, but I rejected him. Hahaha, felt bad but whatever. I love my baby boy okay, whole night my stupid Girlfriends kept telling me, "Joy, you have a boyfriend uh." What the hell, I know that. Left early with Girlfriend, Zhen, Chester, Nathaniel, Kevin & Zhen's friend. Slacked by the road side, then Mommy came to pick me up. My tummy was hurting like a bitch, I seriously could faint. Came home, washed up & hit the bed..
HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY GERALD LEE WEI-EN.
See I put the "-" in your name okay! Hahaha. I admit that from time to time, I'm feeling insecure & think I'm gonna lose my mind but I don't let it show. I don't think I'll ever understand that our love should never have a happy ending so I'm really gna try my best to let you know how much you actually mean to me. But when the final day comes I know the angels, they will see my smile & if they wna know the reason I will tell them why, & my reason is, cause I love you too much to let you go, I'm afraid falling hard to the ground cause you've pick up from my previous fall by proving your love & concern towards me. Thank you for everything for all this time I was with you, you always make me a happy girl. I love you much..
Right now, I'm still feeling sleepy in this rain-wet-cozy weather.. My stomach is grumbling, I need food! Times like this, I wish my maid didn't have to go back. Having had a maid for 17 years of my life, & suddenly not having any now, gosh, the feeling's terrible. I need to be independent :\ Okay, tveee time, ciaos!
If you promise to stay, I'd promise you eternity.
If life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
