Sunday, went for evening mass. Luckily Brother came, if not I'll be all alone at church. Humphh.. After church, he went off & I went to Bugis. Marc came down to meet me, but I had to wait for nearly an hour. I was shocked, cos he brought his dog, Laifu! How adorable (: Everyone kept looking, roar! He himself got so carried away, he didn't bother about me! I can't believe I spent 10bucks on 2 cones of ice cream. So anyway, slacked outside Bugis. Well, shit happened, we quarreled. Blah blah blah.. Came home, cried like fuck, but thanks Aaron King for cheering me up [:
Brother's call woke me up in the morning. Got ready & went to meet him. Went over to Grammy's place. Missed her so much, but she's still so happy & looking good. Now, she's like traveling arnd the world, I'm happy for her. So after that, went to Farmart. Looked arnd & all, wanted to eat but the restaurant wasn't open. So Brother sent me to Marc's place. He fed me the Raffles' Hotel Mooncakes. I swear its like heaven, so yummy! I don't care, I'm gonna ask my Mommy to buy too! Heehee yayyee yayee! I'm sooo tired right now, have an early night people.
Rajiv: Hello (: You're skinny like a lamp post & you wanna lose weight?
Joy: Omg, I'm not skinny. I really gain weight ): Sigh..
Rajiv: Hey but that makes you only sexier. Guys like girls with meat, trust me.
Joy: Awww, hahaa thank you?
Rajiv: Poles aint in.
Is that why Marc always wanna feed me food? Haha! & he insist that I grow fat so nobody can have me. I still feel kinda irritating by the fact pple always ask me whether I'm attached or not. Has being attached or not, got to do with your life? No right? Then...? Pfft.
Anyhooo, I really think I shld try to put the past behind & think differently now. But its really hard. Tell me how could you trust again, when the one you love once cheated on you before? Isn't it? Urgh.. So am I the one to be blamed when I couldn't trust you? Haiz ): Baby, I'm trying okay, I'm trying. But you yourself must prove to me that you're true to me, right? But sometimes, instead of doing so, you get so angry with me. Roarrrr.
Marshmallow Mommy bought for me, looks pretty.
Squishy-squashy face.
Laifu's so cuteeee!
I miss you Sasha ):
Monica Cathay & Sasha lives together, sweet!
My grammy I love sooo much!
Freaky to have a camera installed in the lift.
What if I was someone different in your only history? Would you feel the same?
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
