Yesterday, woke up at 1pm+. I'm such a pig. Hahaha. Didn't go to school for S2E. Boring shit, seriously.. I did my math a lil but gave up after I can't do some questions. Uploaded my songs to Itunes, did nothing basically. At night, met marc at Cathay. We went to catch Kung Fu Panda, how adorable. "Believe in yourself & you can do anything." (: After that, had nowhere to go so came home. Marc stayed over. He's still sleeping like a log just now. I didn't go to school for S2E again.. Hahah! Was so damn bored, did a lil of my work then marc woke up. We watched Harold & Kumar, funny movie. Oh well, just sent him off to the bus stop. I'm very very tired, I want to sleep right now but first thing first, shower! Tooodles.
There's just so much I wished I could tell you straight but sometimes I do not have the courage. Everyone I asked said status isn't important, I agree but don't you think there will be a time when you know he isn't yours & he's free to go arnd doing whatever he likes yet you can't control cos you're not his girlfriend. Its just so unfair. We do everything couples do, we loved each other the same, but we aint attached. Trust, is it that important? Just like last time when I trusted you so much, you betrayed me time & time again. How am I to trust so easily again? Never have I thought the one I love would do this to me. I'm starting to place my trust in you so as to not think so much bullshit. At times, I just can't bring myself to do things couples do cos we aint together. You make it seemed like you come when you want me, you don't when you have others girls. If you can't assure me of your love, then its pointless. I don't know, thats how I feel & I want you to know as I'm afraid to tell you straight. At least, I blog out how I feel instead of keeping it to myself. Its so irritating that everyone ask if my boyfriend is marc, times like this I really hesitate my words. I do not even know myself so how can I fucking tell you. If you really love me, I guess you would alrdy asked me back but you didn't. Now I know, everything was just a facade...
Viccintta tagged me.
At what age do you wish to marry?
When everything has settled down.
Study Hard or Play Hard?
Both of cos.
Who is the person you trust most?
In this world now, its hard to trust anyone. But I'll always trust in God.
Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yes. Nothing can bring me down. Hahah.
If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to have a fulfilling life with the man of my dreams. I want to have a certificate which entitles me to luxury in the future (I dream big huh!). From there, I'll take a nice house somewhere out of this country and enjoy.
Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Sometimes.
What is your goal for this year?
Do well for 'O's.
Do you believe in eternity love?
Not anymore.
Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
Errr, I don't think so.
What feeling do you love the most?
When I'm happy & when I'm with him.
What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Tall, being truthful, & the list goes on..
What feeling do you hate most?
When people lie to me!
Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course!
Do you believe in God?
Yes, absolutely.
What do you think is most important thing in your life?
Family, boyfriend & my ultra-wonderful-friends.
Who do you hope to be there always with you?
Family, boyfriend & my ultra-wonderful-friends.
Whose your best friend?
You guys know who you are [:
Who cares for you the most?
Friends & family.
Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words
Viccintta is fucking awesome man!
Do you need a boyfriend?
Not now..
And apparently there's another one...
If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Goodbye, go fuck yourself.
If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to have a fulfilling life with the man of my dreams. I want to have a certificate which entitles me to luxury in the future (I dream big huh!). From there, I'll take a nice house somewhere out of this country and enjoy.
What will your dream wedding to be like?
Omgosh, I'm thinking of alot. Hee.
Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Yes, extremely.
What's your ideal lover like?
Hmmm HAHAHA, go figure (:
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as time permits me to.
If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Move on I supposed. Breaking couples up is so not good.
Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Boys.
Is being tagged fun?
It helps to kill boredom.
How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Successful (hahaha).
Who are currently most important people to you?
Friends & family.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sexyyyyy.
Which one would you choose - marriage or career?
Career first.
What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check my phone.
If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
I don't know.
What type of friends do you like?
Look at my friends & you'll know.
If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
I will but its pointless.
Will you marry a person of your parents choice?
NO.
Your biggest weakness?
Being naive, stupid, too nice, etc.. (as claimed by people). Hahaha!
From me...
... To you.
The hardest part is letting go of the nights we shared.
Cause I can see your star
Shining down on me
