Mommy forced me to drink this super bitter soup again this morning. The soup which marc claimed as "chicken soup gone wrong". Hahah, how cute isn't it? Alright, I'm supposed to be in bed sleeping still but calls & msgs just disturbed me. Urgh.. Today's thursday, I've wasted the past few days doing unproductive things. Shucks, soon to come my june holidays are gone. Damn, this is so terrible! Okay, I have to think of how to spend my day today.
On a lighter note, I'm getting my new phone this weekend (: Double yay(s). I'm still not sure of which phone to get. I think Samsung i900 Omnia isn't bad but I don't want to use Samsung & I'm not sure if its out alrdy so I only have N82 & LG Viewty on my mind. Help me decide please... Click to view N82 & LG Viewty
Some conversation I had with jane a week ago.
Jane: I know how you feel. Really, I don't get thomas. But what happened, happened. You know, maybe this was just something which happened to show marc that no matter what, you'd stick by him.
Joy: Like he's able to realise that dear.
Jane: Well, what can you do about it. Maybe he does.
Joy: Hopefully.
Jane: Well, whatever it is, you went through this with marc (: & you see, you're still talking to one you love.
Joy: I know I know. But I've never lost a friend before. Though its someone I hardly knew, its saddening. It makes me seem like a total failure.
Jane: Well, what to do. Think about it joy, you did lose a friend. But what exactly was that friendship based on? Friends come & go. Really. it's hard to find pple who stay.
Joy: Perhaps I was just the unlucky one. Giving me a chance, I guess I wished I never knew thomas at all ): How fucking sad & hurt I am, no one knows.
Jane: Sighhhh. Just don't beat yourself about it. Maybe not now la. Maybe a few months down the road, it'll be possible.
Joy: Yea, if things were meant to be, it will be..
Jane: Yeah. like what jai always tells me, don't go looking or chasing for something. If it's yours, it'll come to you. Just be patient & wait.
Joy: True enough yea.
Jane: Yup, very very true (:
I miss you girl.
Why'd you have to go & make me love you?
Lets not pretend like you're alone tonight
You're probably hanging out & making eyes
