Yesterday, chapel was very boring. Humanities was worst, I was so boreddd. If you were to ask me what did Mr Ow teach in class, I can't answer you cos I was just building sandcastles in the air & doodling. Failed my humanities exam, as usual ): Didn't do much for math cos we had our class photo taking. Retarded, stupid, crazy boys & girls, hahaha I love them all. After school, went to Jack's Place with vic & bev. Had a real good food plus heart to heart talks for almost 4hours. One thing I've learnt from my two lovelies is that I have to be more observant. I must always remember that! Bused home with them, was super sleepy. Had really bad headaches again. Was on the phone with thomas before going to bed. Well, he's damn cute la. Tried calling marc but his phone was off. Missed him so much, I couldn't take it. Last night, I was so emotional, I broke down & cried myself to sleep ): I know we're not together, & he isn't obliged to call me. But I'm just used to it you see ): I feel so fucking useless, I'm not even able to have him to stay close to me. He left..
Woke up at 2pm+ today. Didn't go to school, headaches. Couldn't sleep properly cos I had calls & messages flooding my phone. Mom didn't believe I had headaches cos I never go school every wednesday. Did some online shopping just now. Too lazy to continue with my chinese hmwk. I've got no motivation at all although the chinese exams are approaching. I feel so weak, I can't do anything ):
I realised that you kept so many things from me & lied too. I'm so disappointed in you. Have you used me enough darling? I guess so, therefore you dumped me.
I wish I could turn back time, where everything was just perfect.
Funny how time flies when
You're having fun
