Sunday night, couldn't go to sleep so was on the phone with thomas. But I was so tired when I wake up the next morning. Roarrr!
My eyes were super dry the whole day. Got back my english exam marks, was damn disappointed ): During math, me, girlfriend, huda, wolfgang, liangfu, jingy were playing instead of doing work! Hahha. Talked about the funfair during fairsian connect. My class is doing the haunted house. I was lazy to be the ghost & all, so me & girlfriend is going to be the door bitch [: I almost lost my wallet again, I panicked when I couldn't find it, in the end huda was the one who took in. Sigh, they taught me a lesson again. Damn! After school, went straight home. I've been having headaches. Did half of my chinese work & didn't have the energy to complete my F&N coursework.
There's alot of thing on my mind, but I don't know how to put in into words. I'm worrying about alot of things, but I don't know what it is either. My heart aches especially )': Marc went overseas on sunday. I thought he would at least call, but he didn't. I guess now I know how much I mean to him. Now, I really can't take it but miss him! Ahhhh... You left me wanting you so much more than ever, now you left without a word. What do you want from me! Haven't I done enough? Fuck it. All I can do is cry. Just when I thought things are starting to change, a part of me is clinging onto the past. Why do you do things that hurt me so much? Why do you like to hide things from me? Why marc why? Why are you doing this to me?
Joy: I'm missing my ex-boyfriend ):
Samuel: Then go patch up or something? Try talking la, like errrr start having conversations with him?
Samuel: Maybe in time the flames will rekindle.
Joy: It won't work out anymore.
Samuel: How would you know?
Joy: It'll never happen.
Samuel: You haven't tried.
Joy: I've tried.
Samuel: Nothing's impossible. Maybe you haven't tried hard enough?
Joy: I did honey, I did. Perhaps its a sign that I shld stop?
Samuel: Or maybe its a sign to move on? Well you still have me..
Which is better? I want to try LG phones.
Someday is tonight
Let me make your dreams come true
