Yooo! Yesterday, I was hoping time would pass faster in school. Daddy bought me burger in the morning! Didn't have to stay back for chinese remedial so I went straight home to rest. In the evening, headed down to yio chu kang to meet jane & jill. Bused down to sin ming to meet the others. The guys played soccer. I swear I was damn bored & sleepy. Then, we went to buy alcohol & went to lishan's place to slack with jane, jill, thomas, wayne & vishnu. Stayed by the pool side but the guard didn't allow so we went to lishan's hse. Okay, we played cards. I drank too much, got fucking high. But I was perfectly alright. Became emo, so I called marc. I need to learn to stop calling him whenever I'm drunk. It wasn't a good conversation at all! I couldn't take it so I passed the phone to jane, didn't know what happened after that. Marc didn't allow me to drink anymore so jane didn't allow, & thomas didn't allow either. I was so pissed cos they didn't want to give me. I whined like a bitch & thomas had to throw the whole can into the drain. Shit happened, looking back I kinda regret drinking so much. I know I couldn't go to sleep & kept waking up. But thanks thomas for putting me to sleep, comforting me & also tolerating my temper. I really appreciate it alot. Lishan had something on early in the morning so we had to go off. Cabbed to jane's place to rest. Woke up in the afternoon I think & vishnu came over. Went to junction 8 for awhile to meet jane's friend then I went home.
I just wanted to hear that you would at least have faith in me & trust me so that I'll try to stop drinking. But you just couldn't. Therefore, I feel totally shitty that I don't give a damn anymore. He doesn't trust me anymore okay! I rather drink. Fuck it.
Didn't go escape with my lovelies today cos I had to go down to my grandmother's place. Didn't drink cos I seriously had enough of alcohol consumption. Blasted the music & danced. Hahhaa, the cheapest way to relieve pain rather than going out to get onto the dancefloor [: Hee. Rachael is staying over my place tonight! I'm super tired right now. I need my rest. Goodnight everyone!
Walau, why after my break up, boys keep adding me & talking to me? I find it sooo irritating. I want only m* ):
I miss you so much twinie!
Now just put your hands to the sky
Can we take this party higher?
