Hooohooohoooo.. Haven't been updating cos I'm trying to stay away from the comp. Well, but I still go online at certain times. Roar! My computer is my snapshots of my life. It contains my photos, songs, designs, softwares, writings, basically alot of things. If it were to crash one day, I'll cry!
Monday
F&N lesson in the comp lab was very slack. Blog shopping with girlfriend & blah blah blah.. Had to do situational writing test for english. I started to feel so sleepy in math class. For fairsian connect, went to the hall for some ngee ann poly talk. My whole body was so weak & the weather was killing me so badly. Its like I'm melting so I decided to cab home. Dropped william home & I went home. Yes la you, I'll go clubbing with you one day, haha (: Came home, fell asleep on the sofa immediately. Went to meet girlfriend & liangfu at railway mall; subway, in the evening to study. It was a bloody long ride from home to there! Kenneth, jingy & vic came later on. Studied chemistry. Left the place arnd 10pm & headed down to baby's place for awhile. I didn't know why the hell I actually went there when I was so tired. Tell me if its worth sacrificing so much for him? Cabbed home arnd 1am+. Came home & I dropped dead on the bed.
Tuesday
I went to school kinda early today. 4 hours of sleep couldn't sustain me for the whole day. Humanities class was @^#%$(%. I seriously can't do well for that subject la. Chemistry test was a tad difficult. Luckily Miss Thio woke me up if not my paper will be half undone. Completed newspaper test during chinese class. After school, went to senoko power station. It was damn boring. But thanks lovelies for lending me your shoulders to lie on just when I needed it. Mom came to fetch me home & I was fucking tired. I felt really sick, my throat was pain, eyes were dry & my body was weak. I went to rest. Unknowingly, I slept till next morning thus I didn't even study for my history test.
"If you're in a relationship & it is doing absolutely nothing for you & just makes you feel bad about yourself or cause unnecessary drama.. Why would you want that in your life? You need to surround yourself with pple that will make you feel good & that will help you get to the next step in your life." Mmmm, it does make sense huh?
Wednesday
Dad fetched me to school & I was thinking if I shld go to school, in the end I went. PE teacher didn't come so some teacher took us & we played captain's ball. Played with the sec 2s too. Finished my work during english so I was just playing with huda. Walau, I seriously hate to go for chinese class now. Mdm Xuhui wrote "see me!" on my test paper. I don't want her to put high hopes on me! So much pressure la.. I really think my chinese is based on luck okay. Didn't have chemistry practical so we did past year paper. Had fun in the lab. Was talking to my darlings, laughed here & there. Miss Thio always catch girlfriend & en for talking but somehow I'm invisible to her. Haha :D Luckily had open book for history test but I know I won't do well. After school, went to LJS to eat with girlfriend & huda. The two lovely pple I love, including you-know-who-you-are-the-ones-I-adore. Hee..
Izz darling, don't bother how pple look at you alright. You can't be blamed for carrying branded bags & wearing designer labels right? Take it as those girls are just jealous & they're just plain dumb. They're just those typical malay girls, what can you expect? Come on, smile! Cos you look extremely pretty when you do. I love you honey.
Happy 2years & 5months Anniversary baby <33
After everything that had been said & done. Love, I wish to share all your burdens & take away all of your sorrows if you ever had. Cos I love you, I'll do anything to make you smile.
Thursday
When I was going to school, the cab driver talked alot to me, it was quite irritating. Physics test was extremely difficult. My bag was wet cos I put it on the floor not knowing the floor was wet. Some of my books were wet, how dumb can I get. I lost my water bottle during recess too ): Urgh, how careless. Anyone who sees a blue GB water bottle, please return it to me. Thank you. Rushed home from school & had tuition. Came online for awhile to upload new songs to my psp. Yayee, now my psp is filled with many songs plus photos of my favorite pple I love. I'm tired, I need a hug. With songs playing through my earpiece, I fell asleep.
Today
Didn't attend school cos I felt a little unwell. I'm trying to take care of myself properly cos I don't wanna fall ill during the exams. Woke up in the morning, read my book & studied chinese. I'm lazy to do anything now. Sis called me just now & I realised she bought many many things. I miss her alot ): Let's see, I haven't been talking to baby for mmmm... 4 days. Wow right? Pfft, is my existence even important to you boy? I need to watch the latest movies, I need to go on a shopping spree, I need to buy more books to read, I need to do alot of things, including telling my darlings how special they are to me.
Was talking to yeewee. I so love his tattoo! Well, reminded me of what I wanna do. I wanna get all these done by this year. I want a nautical star or a cross on my back, lip piercing, naval piercing & tongue piercing, etc.. I don't plan to do it now, but during the december holidays, cos of schooooooool. I don't want everyone to make a big fuss & I rather bare the pain during the holidays. Hahaha [:
All I can bring ya is the language of a lover.
Turn around & fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
