Yesterday, when I woke up I realised I had math test so I just did a quick revision. When I was on the expressway on my way to school, I realised I forgot to take my gb uniform. I had to ask the cab driver to drive all the way back home. I think it was the latest time I reached school in my entire life & it was after 7am which means surcharge. 25 bucks gone just like that! Gaahh.. Decided to just stop in the middle of the road & run to school. Rush through my english test. Was so difficult la. Mr Tan didn't come to school so Mr Firhad took us for physics. Went for chemistry class & that stupid enen and chuan hao disturbed me with marcus. Urgh.. Class was boring. Math & chinese test were alright. Then, went to F&N kitchen to lay our equipment for next monday's practical exam. En had remedial so I waited for her. Was so unlucky, Mdm Xuhui saw me & ask me to join them. Wtf, means I got hmwk to do. Urgh.. Went late for gb. I was happy cos I finally got to hear baby's voice (: Supervised the sec 2s for drill, terrible terrible. Wanxian also forgot to give them breaks in between. Hahaha.. During devotion, I was like asking michelle some stuff. Its not that I wanna bring up the past, I just felt like knowing what actually happen. Now, I finally know what a fool I've been. I've been hurting myself all these while unknowingly. Is this what I really want? Is this true happiness?
Last night, went to bed at 10pm cos had to wake up early today. Called baby many many times but no answer. I mean don't you see a missed call too? Why don't you call me back? You simply just ignore me. Next time, if you wanna do so, tell me so I don't have to keep checking my phone during my sleeping time, hoping that you'll call. Perhaps that is why I'm always tired the next day. Today, fmss & fmps formed that human flag thing. Whatever its called. Stood under the scorching sun, thank goodness there were some guys who were my shade [: Headed to fmps to play uno, kinda fun. Was so sleepy so I decided to go home. Went home, washed up & headed down to church for class. I was the only one there, omgosh la. I wanted to meet baby so badly but he aint free, he has to go for some gig, again.. I'm just trying not to show my emotions. Sigh. I was so damn fucking bored, I walked arnd in bugis. Spent money ): I'm such a loner, no one wants to meet me, I shall jolly well just poof into thin air. Humphh.. So I headed home, very pathetic.
Just did a lil of my math hmwk & I gave up. I'm sleepy. I miss baby. I want to see him but he isn't giving his time to me.
Amount of workload = stress.
Do you feel me beside you in your bed where I used to lay?
Each & every wound, heals over time
It'd become scars, acting like a reminder
