Today's tiring, but a morning kiss from baby lightened up the day! :D I've weigh myself down in worries, I think it's enough. First few lessons was okay, I was just sleepy as usual. After recess, had english paper 1. It was scary, I'm afraid I went out of point for my compo. School ended early, went to baby's place. Canceled tuition. Well, bcos of all that's happening arnd, baby's attitude towards me changed too. I'm really sad.
I stayed in baby's hse for like 5 hours. It was good & it was bad. For the fact that I found out something & he got to realise what it was. "I'm sorry", that was what he said. But like you said before, sorriness are just aftermaths of things that happened. Rawr :\ What's done cannot be undone. You broke my heart boy. I hate myself for being such a forgiving person. Or is it a good thing? I feel like a total idiot, being fooled unknowingly. By then, I had drown myself in tears. He was apologetic, I was forgiving. But baby, there's a limit. & I love you no matter what. Don't ever do it again.
"Congratulations! Your child of sec 4H was commended at school assembly today for having done well in CCA. Thank you for your continued support." Daddy received this msg from the sch. Haha [:
This was what I cooked for my F&N practical.
Never a night where I can sleep myself till day
We must try to figure it out
