I consider my life rather good, but it was not all glitz and glamour for baby. I've been worrying too much, it's not good. A call from his dad, made my whole heart sank. Wow, just when I thought I could rest in peace after hours of studying with vic & wolfgang yesterday. I know baby didn't spark off trouble this time. Last night, I was just so stunned to realise what had happened. Thank God, baby's alright. I was just as crestfallen. Reaching home after midnight, with a heavy heart, was just disastrous. Things always seemed to change dramatically in stoppage time. This isn't just sheer simplicity. There are still fears lurking in the back of my mind.
I was so sleepy today. I slept in almost every class. Everything was just so bleak. Came back home, slept until 6pm. Sigh.. I hope tmrw will be a better day. I gotta revise for my english paper 1 now. I guess I'll just put the other stuff behind me & focus on my upcoming exams. God bless everyone.
With exams that are approaching, things that are happening, I'm prepared for fatigue to set in at the tail-end of my hectic schedule >:( I love my boyfriend.
Love the song.
Why must I always make him sad? Why do I suck in everything? I shldn't have done anything in the first place & never shld cared. I've lost faith in everything. Fuck everything ):
He's mad at the world
He's mad at everyone
