three blogs: joy

You claimed to be scared of me, but screw you whore! I don't have to say anything, you know it clearly.

So had tuition yesterday & I talked to esther about my problems. & it seems that whatever she said makes sense, or was she only trying to make me happy. Nevertheless, I felt much better. Packed my stuff, & took a short nap. Went to church in the evening, then headed to great world to just look arnd. Went home for dinner, brother joined us too (: Drank baileys', oohh wolfgang? Heh :D Cam-whored with sister & brother last night, was so fun. Then, brother started telling me stories, were so frightening I dare not believe. Washed up & went to bed. I tossed & turned, yet I couldn't sleep. I msged baby cos I couldn't sleep, only for him to reply when I just woke up. Haha, it's okay my dear.

On the 15th of April '07, the Second Sunday of Easter, the Roman Catholic Church commemorates Divine Mercy Sunday. It is fitting that we commemorate God's mercy after Easter, for it was Jesus's rising that poured forth grace and mercy so abundant that we may rise in newness of life. The message of mercy is that God loves us — all of us — no matter how great our sins. He wants us to recognize that His mercy is greater than our sins, so that we will call upon Him with trust, receive His mercy, and let it flow through us to others. Thus, all will come to share His joy.

Oh well, was msging baby in the morning. It's been so long since we had morning talks (: It was rather meaningful. PE was so boring today, played a lil here & there and talked to william. Today's weather is a killer, so hot & stuffy. I almost died la :\ Life skills lesson was alright I'll say, was very relax. Went to dover after school with vic, girlfriend, wolfgang, sha, huda & zhijun. Saw pengsiong [:

Went to meet baby. We headed to holland, ate at swensens. It was yummy right baby. I was freezing in the restaurant & was so bloated. Then, went to his hse for a short while. Slept a lil, was super sleepy.

Happy 1year & 5months Anniversary baby <33
For I have realised that it's you who bring much joy, yet unhappiness to my life. However, I love you deeply. I've trusted you all the time. When things turned sour, I'm not sure who I can turn to to share my sorrows. Sometimes, it's really hard to take such a blow. Oh baby, I know I must learn not to jump into conclusions. I'm trying to learn that right now. For you, I will do anything. I'm not too sure if you ever done anything behind my back (for eg. flirting), without me knowing. That I'm not too sure, but you know I trust you & no matter what, I know only yourself & God knows. I care for you, & whatever I do is for us to stay together. I'm sorry for whatever wrongs I have done so far that hurt you. Let's start afresh baby. I love you.

RANDOM PICTURES BELOW! SLEEPINESS..

They will always keep me smiling.