I have been so busy with school this few weeks. Been so busy & even skipped meals. It's a good thing that I can lose weight like this, heh. Friday, Gerald came over to my place in the night. Spent time with my Baby, it was awesome yet again (: I'm so happy to be arnd him. Well, he stayed for the night.
Yesterday, went over to Grandmother's place for reunion. On the way there, saw a rainbow in the sky & being me, I'm always fascinated at the sight of rainbows, they are just so beautiful! So those who were residing in different parts of Australia came back, so I just had to go. Everything was great, seeing those lovely faces of my cousins & relatives. Celebrated grace's 22nd birthday in advance too, as she's going back to Melbourne soon. Tried revising my work there, but it was a failed attempt.
Slept at 2am+ this morning, couldn't go to bed somehow. Went to church this morning and went for lunch at Mad jack, missed the food there [: I'm home, all alone again.. I can breathe much easier when Mom's not nagging and I can do whatever I want, but then again, it's rather lonely. When Brother goes to NS on the 14 of September this year, boy would I not know how I would survive. No more company at home, no more fetching me here & there, etc.. Gaahh, I shan't think about it right now. Anyway, I'm getting the new iphone soon! Yeapppiexzxz, so happy. I've got tons of Bourjois make up and nail polish which Aunt Joan brought back from Paris, hehe! I'm just sucha princess. -envy me! Hahahahaaha.
S.W.A.L.K, I love you Gerald. & I wish upon a star that someday you & I will have our quarrels ceased, where everything will be oh-so-beautiful once again.
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Everything you ever said; everything you ever did; everything you ever meant; everything that I'd never forget. Somewhere on my bed, I wake a little different. Somewhere in my life, I see things without this frame. Expectations overthrown because I'd realized what I expect are not as worthwhile as what you give me. Every forest sings a song. One for the heartbroken lovers. & one for the dreamers. & then there's one just for you, because you are special like this. You question every questions that I held in my busy mind, & left me speechless. There are so many whys in this world. You taught me to stop looking for answers because it merely answers one question which leads to another question. There, you gave me a quizzical glance & I knew I am asking myself the biggest question - 'how can I not love you?'
I'd forget where I have been, but I remember where I am. In your light & in your heart that is. You can take my heart for a little trip. You can take my heart very close to yours. You can take my heart for a reverie. I know I know I know I will take your heart. If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day. If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds. If I take your heart, it's to make it happy. If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine. When you look at me & we're skin to skin, I want you so please come in. My love is growing up to yours. I don't know where this kite is flying to, but I know you made me feel like a girl munching on her tangerine. The wind is blowing in a new hum now..
Another one of your quizzical hum:
Love is a feeling you are feeling when the feeling you are feeling is a feeling that you had never felt before.
Okiedokies, I have 3 UTs next week & I've yet to revise. I shall do it now, plus my manicure, beauty rest and tveee. Toodles~~
Without you, I can't sleep. I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave.
I became a carpenter so I could build a house
For your heart to live in
