Yesterday, was so tired I just decided to sleep in just a tad more & cab to school in the morning for orientation. Before leaving the hse, I usually used to drink a cup of water first. This time I was rushing & I choked on the water. How dumb can I get. I totally spit all out, & felt upset. Hahaha! Liangfu met me in school cos he didn't want to be alone. It was another day & fun, yet exhaustion. Had the principal's cup, which was tons of games & all. Bumped into Huda, Ivan & the others. It was good to see them. SOH have been winning the title for 2 years so hopefully able to win again this year round [: Gopal suddenly asked me to go for this interview about the orientation. So was like kinda shy, so dragged Adib along. He's so funny la, always make me laugh. Luckily ended at 5pm, not so bad. Supposed to meet up with Justin but that boy went off so fast cos he said he couldn't get through me. Gaaahh.. So after everything, went to the pasar malam at Causeway Point there with, Adib, Nurul, Aishah, Jiahao & the others. Walked arnd & back home.. Skipped dinner, washed up & off to bed.
Slept really early last night. Supposedly to go for orientation today, but overslept & felt rly uncomfortable. Throat was such a bitch, I think I shout & cheer too much alrdy. Damn, I know I'm gonna miss out alot today. Gaaah, but no choice. My body needs rest, I'm not a robot. I don't know why I need sleep so much >:( Alright, so bored at home. Supposed to meet Baby later but plans were all canceled. Instead, we'll meet up on the weekends.
Anyway....
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART.
Though it has only been a short period of time, I'm really glad we managed to pull through any circumstances. Please forgive me for mistakes I make sometimes. I love you & I'll always try to make both of us happy (: You have always been right there for me. You're just too nice at times, I go lost for words. I thank God for you, really.. Because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, & the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. I swear you got me smitten the moment I saw your face. Hehex.
I don't dream of having fancy cars & bikes, I dream of you riding with me. I don't dream of a candlelight dinner, I dream of a simple dinner with you. I don't dream having a fancy mansion & castle, I dream of you living with me. I don't dream of getting married, I dream of us holding hands growing old together. I don't dream of having puppies in love, I dream of us having kids. I don't dream of the birds & the bees, I dream of us cuddling on the beach shore. I don't dream of becoming rich & famous, I dream of us supporting each other. I don't dream of spending the holidays with you, I dream of everyday being a holiday with you. I don't dream of valentines, I dream of us admiring each other. I don't dream of hugs & kisses, I dream of togetherness. I don't dream of going on hikes & trekking with you, I dream of us protecting each other. I don't dream of you always paying the breakfast, lunch & dinner meal, I dream of us having a picnic. I don't dream of happy memories, I dream of us staying happy. I don't dream of wishes coming true, I dream of dreams coming through. I don't dream of you, I dream of us.
Sometimes wishes don't come true, dreams can. So I would stop wasting my time wishing upon a star a happily ever after. I'd take a picture together, place it safely under my pillow & start dreaming... I love you sweetheart!
With lots of love, The Fabulous Joy!
edited \ 07:24pm
Mommy bought Beef Hor Fun back for me, my favorite. My skin is damn bad now, I need to have more rest & drink more water. & also, I know my period is coming, urgh!! Hate it to the maxx !*#@&$%*#^* To worsen things, most of my group of friends in SOH are all posted to block E3, only I'm in W4. Sad sad sad sad >:( I wanna go rest now, till then... Long day tmrw, 12 hours in school. Sigh.



Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight.
Like a purposeful, strong, silent river
With hidden depths & uncharted whirlpools