Above sentence was said by you. Proven. I think we really ended up as nothing..
Yesterday, headed down to Town to meet Girlfriend. Shopped a little, got what I wanted & all. After everything, met up with Justin for awhile. Walked over to Shaw, he went to meet his Sister then we went to grab a bite. After that, went down to Ron's chalet. Okay, played drinking games & all. Got super high, drunk after that. I can barely rmb what happened. Music was blast, dancing in the chalet. Vomited in the toilet. Gerald came over. Shit happened. I'm sorryyyy..
Chris & Ron sent us back in the morning 8am+. Tried to sleep, but attempt failed. Slept only for 3 fucking hours. Woke up, talked to Michelle, was crying like some idiot. I asked myself what those tears meant. I knew what it was. Went for lunch with Girlfriend then back home. The whole day was feeling so hot, I don't know if it's me or the weather, irritating. To worsen things, I realised I've got a big bruise on my leg. So ugly now.. ): So news of what happened between Gerald & I really travel fast. Facebook is the number 1 news telecast I swear. PEOPLE, STOP ASKING ME WHAT HAPPENED & ALL! I don't owe any of you all any explanations & whatsoever. If you're my bestfriends, you'll know eventually. But thank you for all those who have gave me encouraging words, I love ya'll.
I really don't know what I'm doing. I'm totally fucking things up! What the bloody hell is wrong with me! Seems like I hate Love now. But I don't actually. But part of me is like, yeah... & now I seriously feeling like puking. Urgh. Headaches are taking over me for hours, I'm trying real hard not to take any painkillers. Promise made, so I'm trying real hard to keep it!
I don't know what to say anymore. I'm sorry to have hurt you ):
Tonight I need your sweet caress, to hold me in the darkness.
If you should fall
Remember you almost had it all
