Look at the above sentence. Boy, prove me wrong. Early mornings & lunch breaks wouldn't be the same anymore. Oh nevermind, I'll get use to it, I know I will..
Monday, woke up thinking I was late for school so check my phone timing alot of times, in the end I realised I wasn't late. School was just plain boring. Few hours in class & I was so damn bloody sleepy alrdy. But anyway, my friends managed to perk things up for me! :D Having Danial sitting beside me is always a bonus, he's so like Wolfgang, can't stand it, even En agrees! Lunch with both of them. After school, headed down to Causeway Point with Sister & Julie. Shopped here & there. Went to Lot1 too, shopped again. I'm bad bad bad. I can't stand the sight of pretty things, make me wanna own them. After everything, went to have dinner with Grammy and the others, it was good. But I swear the whole time I was feeling so so sleepy.. But nothing beats having the company of lovely pple arnd.
Tuesday, cabbed to school with Adib, reached school super early. Less than 2 hours in school, I alrdy felt like shit & wanted to go back home, but I persevered all the way :\ Worse still, I came my period, which is so irritating, hate it hate it! Science class today was nerve-wracking. Presentation was screwed up, but nvm uh, I can't be bothered much. After school, met up with Sister for awhile then went back home.
Yesterday, took the bus to school in the morning, it was damn crowded as usual. Legs were aching so bad after standing so long, was such a killer. We had a different faci for our Enterprise Skills today. He gave us that kind of feeling that make us don't like him. Most of us in class were having mass convo on MSN the whole day, damn funny! It was kinda slacked somehow too. After school, went to see all the IGs, signed up for a few. After, went to TRCC with Atiqah & Liangfu. Stayed longer with Liangfu as Atiqah went back.. Was so damn bloody tired that I dozed off in the bus, luckily I alighted at my stop. Went to Selegie to buy beancurd then back home..
Math lesson today was damn b-o-r-i-n-g. Had mass convo with my classmates as usual. Math questions were so tough, I really couldn't do this time round. Most of us just gave up, and just do what we could for presentation. I think it was badly done that my faci said that our presentations had no substance. Oh well, didn't eat much for lunch today cos didn't have much appetite, didn't meet En either :\ During lunch break, all of us couldn't take it & all wanted to just leave. One for all, all for one, but in the end, some hesitated and all, so we decided to just carry on with the boring and stressful Math class.
It's 30th April today, a few more hours to May. Wow, that's fast. School has drained me out almost everyday. But I'm holding on, striving for my As & Bs that I seriously need. & like a bird drowned in the water, yet reaching out onto the very surface of the water, just trying to breathe in some air. & when the going gets tough, I know the weekends are my saving grace, where I'll get to see Gerald or spend some quality time with special pple. That just makes life so much better. Anyhoo, there isn't school tmrw! Screams for joy, woohoooo! :D Okiedoks, I'm dead hungry now, am craving for something soupy. Also, I just wanna bury my head in my pillows & sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep..
You, my sweet embrace.
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
