Sudden rush of mixed emotions, as usual ):
BLANK OUT.
BLANK OUT.
Dragged myself out of bed damn early in the morning. So seldom, rarely in fact, that I wake up not being able to navigate myself pass the living room to the kitchen to shower, hahaha! Work was at NUS today. It rained heavily in the morning but weather was a killer when it turned afternoon, so freaking hot. Plus having the time of the month can really worsen things. NUS had no aircon & we were practically perspiring throughout. Roar! So they had a bazaar there too, eyes were totally fixated on the stuff there!
After everything, headed down to Holland V to meet my baby, Hazel, Kenneth & Russell for lunch at Breko. From there, we went to catch the movie Race To Witch Mountain, wouldn't say it's a good show, but I like the UFO. I wish I can be in one, & I thought aliens look like slimy white and green creatures with a pair of big eyes & wobbly hands and legs, I thought wrong, but who ever know? [: After the show, we went for dinner then went to watch another show, Coming Soon, kinda freaky. Gerald was so cute, he was practically covering his eyes all the time in the theatres. I was way braver than him, minus like 2 screams or so during the show. Hahaha (: Back to slack at Gerald's hse. As usual, Russell & Kenneth were playing his PS3. Cuddled with baby, love him to ultra bigggiee bits. Managed to asked my Brother to come fetch me. I'm sucha fortunate girl, heeheee.. Tell me you're jealous of me? HA!
Came home, suddenly felt like (insert all the chapalang emotions). Pathetic me, when will I ever stop thinking so much & just live for the moment, damn. Mich called, talked to her & stuff, like she & Girlfriend are the only pple I can really pour out how I feel about stuff. I know I'm a lucky girl who have everything I ever wanted, just what am I not satisfied with? (I don't have the answer to that question, yet.) Shit ballxzx, I realised I forgot to reply smses since evening to my friends! & I found baby's wallet in my bag! I have no idea how he can live without it. Nevermind, more reasons to meet him soon!
Okiedoks, look at the time now. I'm the biggest procrastinator ever. I can't seem to sleep, but if I were to lay beside you, with the gentlest touch of your fingertips brushing against my skin, with soft kisses you give, warm hugs & the thought of you loving me, that would be a whole different story (;
I think I heard either my Mommy's room door or my Sister's room door just make a bang. But what the hell, both doors are close. Okay, I'm totally freaked out. I can hear sounds coming from my window. Ah fuck, I'm trying to convince myself its the wind, knowing that my curtains are flying here & there. Gerald's suddenly awake, yay, Imma go talk to my sweetheart now, byeebyeee.
edited \ 10:01pm
1. Bling my lappy a little, happy happy me (:
2. Missing my boyfriend, alot.
3. Dreading work tmrw.
4. People I don't really know can spot me when I hit the clubs, but I can't, unfair.
5. Am alone at home, again.
6. Hate period to the maxxxxxzxxz.
7. Sick & tired of eating maggie meee.
8. Having a need to get more new clothes- shopping!
9. Need to meet my lovelies soon.
10. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP, BYE.
All I ever wanted comes right down to you.
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
