Yesterday, church in the morning then went to East Coast Park with family for lunch. The most fattening place ever- KFC. Well, its once in awhile, so I guess its fine. So much for trying to lose weight joy. Haha (: Came home, slept. Woke up in the evening, got ready & went to meet Jesper. Went with him & his family to watch Madagascar 2: The Crate Escape, cute show. Can't stand adorable things. Then, went to MacPherson for dinner. I practically didn't eat at all, cos shit happened, was so pissed off. I just went off like that, I didn't mean to be rude but yea.. I left & started crying like a small girl. Thanks Vic, for talking to me. I really appreciate you so much! I was so lost at that place, I've never been there before. Walked towards the wrong direction, the dark alley there cos I thought I could get out. In the end, I had to turn back. It was scary especially when there was many old man there, looking at you. I felt so lost, I practically broke down & cry. Sat at the bus stop, with vehicles passing by, I felt really dead. Bus numbers all seemed so weird, didn't know how to get home. Didn't want to take the cab. I decided to call my Brother, he was shocked I ended up at some unknown place. I really thank God for having such a loving & wonderful Brother. I love him so much!
Came home, webcam a little with Girlfriend, miss that tallie bestie! (: I was totally shocked when Marc popped by my hse. We talked, things got a little out of hand, but in the end, I chose to be nice & give him another chance. Haiz. Tell me if its worth it, if not I'm so gonna (I don't know what I'll do either). Talked to Sherman alot in the early morning, hahaha.
I only slept at 8am this morning, with all the disturbance & all. Jesper's friends kept calling me, I think cos he forgot to divert back. I'm kinda worried for that boy, he hasn't got back to me since morning. I'm sorry for letting you down ): Marc went home in the afternoon & I went back to sleep. Woke up again at 7pm. Gosh, I'm a lazy girl now. Sherman thinks that snail makes "oink oink" noise. It was meant to be a secret. But its just damn funny!
Anyhooo, I don't get it when I'm so nice. I want to be a much more mean! Allowing myself to suit other's needs is just only gonna make me miserable. Everyone says I shld give you another chance. Fine, I'll give you one last chance to prove yourself. Being a perfectionist, especially for love, might be a good & bad thing. Haiz. I've got so much to say, but I can't seem to pen down my thoughts now. Goodbye, for now.
Ps. Happy 3 years Anniversary Marc (16 November).. Our relationship has taught me many things. We've been through both good & bad times, tell me where we'll end up to? In any case where things were to happen, please know that the whole journey spent with you, has been a good one, minus the unhappiness. Thank you for everything <3
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Time goes by, only memories remain. Happiness, laughter, tears and pain, have all become the same. Pictures shut up in an album, like a treasure locked away. Nobody could have guessed how things would've ended up. Or the course life was going to take. Someday the locks will be opened. One day the past will be today. That which has shaped a human being will touch another and bring a smile to their face.
When one's heart is wounded, it's the time when one feels most alive, most human, most vulnerable. Agree?
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days.
You kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
