Yesterday, I felt good cos I finally started on Physics. A subject I once scored well in turned out to be atrocious now. Perhaps I became too complacent. Gaah ): Did Math & Physics, then had tuition in the evening. In the evening, shit happened but I'm not going to talk about it much.
I woke up at 4am this morning. Woke Wolfgang up too. Revise my Math. Went to school early cos didn't want to pay the after 7am surcharge. Haha. Everybody started coming which made me felt more anxious. Went into the examination hall without my entry proof & I hurry ran out to take. Math paper 1 today was easier than last year. But after the paper, I realised I made alot of careless mistakes & only after the paper, I could do the questions. Oh well, I just need to get my A for Math, I cannot obtain another B4 which I did last year, shitzxzxzx balls. Took a bus back home, & I tell you I was so miserable in the bus. First, I had headaches, soon after I really felt like vomiting, I wanted to alight & take a cab home but I didn't want to waste money. I started tearing when I thought about many things. I had to control all the way home. I tried to fall asleep but I couldn't only when I was a few bus stops away from home, I started to fall asleep. Haiyooo.. Came home, talked to my Mommy then went to take a nap.
On the other hand, my personal life with people hasn't been great either. Person X* just couldn't trust me, I tried going by all means to say I'm sorry, he/she said couldn't be bothered. Therefore, I'm going to do the same. Ignorance is bliss, yes it is. Person Y* had to just make things worst, he/she is seriously a hypocrite, going arnd spreading rumors about me, as though he/she is such a bit shot. I swear I do not want a friend that is so egoistic & full of herself/himself. That's the thing, making new friends might be good yet bad.
Anyhooo, I love my Girlfriend so much. She's the one whom has always been there for me through happiness & sadness. In times of gloominess, your words have always been my support. When I'm over the moon, you're there to rejoice with me too! You know how much I love you & appreciate you. Nevertheless, not forgetting others too, my clique, Timy, Michelle baby, and the list goes on....
I'm starting not to online shop that much. But omgoshxzxz, I just fell in love with many many pretty heels. I would kill for it [: But the sad thing is shipping shoes to Singapore do cost quite alot. Hate shipping fees, they make you a sadder person. Pfft.. Oh I learnt something, heehee, if you're viewing some stuff you really like & feel like getting it but also having second thoughts about it, just hurry move your mouse to the 'X' & close the browser (: Alrighty, off to talk to Girlfriend. Ciaos!
You gotta love me in the light & the dark.
You gotta give me
All of your heart
