Yesterday night, was a pretty bad night. Hmmm no no, a worse one in fact. Sometimes you wish you could actually say how you really feel, but once you do so, you end up getting yourself in hot soup. But somehow you don't seem to really care anymore cos all you want is for yourself to be happy. I'm in a dilemma, I don't know what to do. As much as I wanna run away from the things I'm facing, I know I can't. After all things will be fine, yes it will. At the end of the day, you'll end up deceiving yourself, telling yourself things will definitely work out one day. But will that one day ever arrive? Will you fly on wings of the eagle or wold you leave with a broken heart?
There I asked myself, when a relationship dies do we ever really give up the ghost or are we forever haunted by the spirits of relationships past? No matter how far you travel or how much you run from it, can you ever really escape your past? Maybe I love her, maybe I don't. Maybe I love him, maybe I don't. Was it love without commitment or commitment without love?
I could be a partygirl, dating whoever I want. But I like being in a relationship.
Gosh, its alrdy November tmrw, how time really flies. HAPPY HALLOWEEN anyway (: Today tried to really focus, but after 2 hours of revising Social Studies, I ended up online shopping, snacking & lazying arnd. Bad bad I know ): In the evening, went for Mass with Brother & Melvin cos it was the eve of All Saints Day. Brother decided not to drive so we took a bus there. Ended up taking the wrong bus, alighted & took a cab instead. How dumb can we get. Hahaha :D
I'm talking to Timy now. Heeeheee. Talked to Lincoln recently. I feel bad, Khalis have been calling me but I haven't answer his calls. I don't know why, I just don't feel like? Forgive me [: Shit ballssss, I want to get piercings. Okie, I'm plain bored. I could have just gone to bed. Goodnight pancakes..
Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal. Live this day as if it were your last. The past is over & gone. The future is not guaranteed.
Remember that I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
