Yesterday, had tuition in the morning then got told that class at church was canceled, so I spent my time online shopping at home. Haha! In the evening, headed down to Grandmother's place. Carried lantern with my cousins, so traditional I know. But it was fun, walking down the road & the alley [: After that, Brother hung the lanterns up on the swing, but in the end, all caught fire & Brother had to use the water hose to extinguished the fire. Haha, it was hilarious. Came home, polished my toe nails & went to bed arnd 2am+. Got really angry with Marc, haiz ): I've being feeling so paranoid about some stuffs lately, therefore I think I vent my frustrations on him, sorry dear.
Brother came over in the afternoon, then went to Church of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour for the exaltation of the Holy Cross. The mass was half in Latin, I tell you, I was confused. After mass, went to the airport to fetch Daddy! Daddy came back from Israel after 2 weeks, yayeee! I miss him so much. Had Swensens for dinner. Then, daddy cabbed home instead as I wanted to the go to the night market at Bedok. Instead, we went to the one at Geylang. Cos its been so long since I've been to one, & I had the urge to go. Heehee :D
I've wasted 2 days not studying, at all! I do feel worried, but I can't seem to focus. I just showered, my hair's wet, I can't sleep yet. But I'm tired.. Everyday before I go to bed, I have to at least online shop a little, omgosh I must kick this habit of mine. I just bought a dress online & now I'm gonna buy more stuff! Ahh, so happy! Alrighty, gonna talking to Marc for awhile then off to bed. Goodnight world!
161105, it has always been good, despite times where we both just had to do things that fuck the whole relationship up. You know its so hard for me to believe guys again. I wouldn't believe, unless you assure & show me. I'm sorry for throwing my temper at you. I don't know what to say now. I Love You.
Brother & his skull cap.
Daddy's back! :D
Geylang.
Everytime you smile at me. Oh, I go weak inside.
I'm numb but I can still feel you
You'll be here but so far away
