Holler everyone! This morning, went to church with Brother. After church, headed back home, rested a lil then went down to Changi airport to pick up Grammy, Joseph & Uncle David. Cousin Joseph is a spoilt brat, when he insist on some thing, he wants it done. He wanted to go Bangkok so badly so his dad had to bring him & Grammy went along too. Sent them home, then me & Brother headed down to meet Uncle Mark & family for dinner cos its been really long since we saw them. Banked in money & when I saw the amount of money in my account rise, I felt happy [: Went back to their place, & Claire asked me to help her with her school work. Oh man, I tell you, I can't even do primary school work now. Its like when you're in secondary school, you tend to forget how to do do simplest work. Haha! Came home, rushed to complete my hmwk.
I'm talking to Marc & having my facial mask on now. I'm sad cos I have to take out my nail polish in awhile. & school starts tmrw, so boring, fuck fuck fuck. I need to start focusing on my studies. No more going out Joy, just study like a nerd! Ahhh damn ): My bio clock is screwed, I sleep so late nowadays. How am I to wake up for school now? Roar roar.
The greater the love, the greater the tragedy when it's over. Those two elements always go together.. Do you hear me? I'm talking to you.. I'm hoping that this ain't too hard to believe. Cause baby you're the only one for me. All I could remember about that night was that I was lying in the arms of a man I love so much, wishing that he will hold me this way forever. I could feel the warmth of his body, the smell of the faintest cologne. I felt so good in his arms. So perfect.
So I guess it's more than meets the eye. There are so much feelings that fills beyond my emotional brim. Nonchalance, it weighs out all cynical thoughts. & I guess this is it, while you lost all inspirations.. Backing spacing while you find the right words. Blank. Perhaps a blessing in disguise. A quiet night.
So my lovelies, will be on hiatus for a period of time. Do take care! Ps. I love you Marc Ashley <3
I don't care what they say, I'm loving you anyway.
I'm in & out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
