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"Sometimes you need to forget what you want & remember what you deserve."

Monday, went to the library to study in the afternoon. Marc came over later in the afternoon. Then, I got addicted to using his lappy. Heehee [: Had BK for dinner, unhealthy food. That stupid boy wanna make me fat, humph! Came home, camwhored on Marc's lappy. Damn retarded man. Well, he stayed over.

Tuesday, Marc sent me to school. Was free period for us during Chinese, we were all anxious about the release of our Chinese 'O' Level results. Went late for Chemistry class, Miss Thio kinda scolded me, Girlfriend, En & Rachel. & she used reverse psychology on us. Roar! After class, rushed to see our results. Well, I've obtained B4, damn sad. I wanted at least a B3, sigh ): So confuse on whether to retake or not. Ahhh.. After school, went to queensway to see the Dickies bags, so common now. Went to Anchorpoint for lunch. Wolfgang went off, me & Girlfriend cabbed down to Parkway. We bought our Paperchase bag, super girly man! Was raining, Girlfriend came over to my place. Rested & all, then she went back arnd 8pm+. You know what its damn funny, Yehao added me on MSN then he said he was Zheqiang's friend. Then, Jeremy not long told me he was Zheqiang's friend too. Oh boy, I got so shocked & confused. Haha! & I'm so stupid, I just knew that, that day when I met Zheqiang, he was actually one of my friendster friend. Haha, such a small world.

Wednesday, didn't go to school. Met Girlfriend at Commonwealth. Went for breakfast, good food. Then, didn't know where to go cos library wasn't open yet. Luckily her Aunt stayed nearby so we went to her hse to sleep. Slept until damn good then left for the library. Saw Qizhong & his friend there. Girlfriend & I couldn't concentrate that well cos of flu ): How pathetic. She went back home then I went to meet Vic & Wolfgang. Headed down to the National library to study. Many hours of Social Studies, gosh it really drained me. Came home, watched tveee & slept.

Thursday, Daddy fetched me to school. He bought my spray & my nose felt better. Not gonna attend Chinese classes anymore cos I decided not to retake. Skipped PE, but finally got caught. Hahaha, damn retarded I swear. Luckily, Mr Ng forgave us. Completed my F&N coursework part A early so had free time. Whooo.. Class contact was damn slack, did practically nothing at all. Went straight home after school, Wolfgang boarded the bus to pass me my book. Came home, had my nap then woke up to mug all the way.

Slept at 3am this morning. Supposed to go to bed earlier but was talking to Nicolas online. See, how nice of me to keep you company while you're outside [: Hahhaa! Had Social Studies paper today, what I studied didn't come out so was quite sad. Told my Brother & he asked me not to spot questions anymore. Haha. English paper 1 was alright, but I feel I didn't write good enough. After school, went straight home, slept till 6pm+. In the evening, Brother came to fetch me to church. Just got home not long ago. I'm feeling so exhausted. My ulcer is not healing fast, urgh!

Can't believe I actually cried over you again. Did those tears meant how I feel for you, or was it simply just meaningless. I know I know, it meant how much I love you & not wanting to let you go. I'm just confused at the same time. Goodnight.







I'll work for love, overtime.

Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement

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