Friday, was contemplating on whether to go to Bishan for the National Day celebration. Traveled all the way there in the morning. Was at the stadium & the sun was just hot. We had to walk alot, to go to the place to connect with others to form the shape of Singapore I think. Hahha! After that, was super sleepy. Decided to go home straight. Came home & slept. In the evening, went down to town to meet Marc, Michelle & Eric. Hanged arnd & later went down to Michelle's place. Got to know one of Michelle's friend's friend. Hahaha! Some dragon boat guy whom Eric didn't like & whom Michelle thinks he's cute [: Kinda quarreled with Marc & he sent me home. He stayed over.
Yesterday, it was good seeing that boy sound asleep. Followed him down to buy his drinks. Don't get why he can't just drink water. Haha. He went back in the afternoon. I got ready & headed down to Raffles Link to meet him again. Daddy gave me 2 NDP tickets & I went to watch it with him. You better be grateful for it okay Marc, cos you went & thus, my girlfriend couldn't go (: Had a whale of a time there. It was drizzling, yet our spirits weren't damped. The whole place was just packed, like red sea. Fireworks were awesome! Went back to Marc's place. His dad always disturb me, pfft. But I'm fine with it la. Haha. Sorry Jane, couldn't make it to your birthday party. I'll make it up to you soon. Love you babe. I was hungry so went to Macs to eat. Bumped into Michelle & Eric there. Khalis came down & we cabbed to Michelle's place. Bought alcohol. Slacked & talked. Those pple are seriously cigg addicts, they smoke so much I think they gonna die early. Ooops! [: Initially, I got angry with Marc. But whatever, I still think he hasn't change. Roar! Cabbed back home arnd 2am+. he stayed over again..
Marc went back home & I continued sleeping. Woke up only at 3pm. Washed up & went to church with daddy. Had dinner then back home. I'm really tired now. Thank God there's no school tmrw.
Everything's moving so fast. Prelims start next week & I haven't touch my books. I'm really very disappointed in myself. I keep going out, I can't concentrate at all. I feel terrible. I don't wanna be like this, but it just can't be help. I wish someone would just scold me in my face, urgh. Adding to my sadness is me screwing my life up badly. I guess knowing a few friends would be enough. Now that my circle of friends grow bigger, I find myself changing, I don't deny. I make the pple arnd me, who love me sad. I don't want to hang out late all the time. I don't wanna do stupid things that will be my greatest regret in life. I wanna make my Daddy & Mommy proud of me ):
I'll upload the National Day pictures next time, look out for it.
I wanna break free, I wanna make it. Closer to your eyes, get your attention.
Now goodnight
Throw its cover down
