Tuesday, lessons were so boring. After school, had 'O' Level Listening Comprehension. Had only like what 3 correct. Fuck it, sure gonna fail ): Wolfgang was supposed to study with me at Learn@Fairfield, in the end he went to meet his friend & I was all alone studying. How pathetic. In the evening, daddy came to pick me up & he bought for me grilled fish. Ate it in the car, yummy. Came home, & watched tveeeeee.
Yesterday, if me & marc were still together, it would be our 2 years & 8 months. Well, though we aint together anymore, I'm glad he has found his another half to replace me now. I guess I wasn't good enough. But to me, I know that girl isn't fit to replace me. (Scold me if you want if you see this, I don't care, I'm just stating how I feel) Anyhoo, didn't go to school, overslept. Headed down to town to meet girlfriend & vic. Vic was sleeping like a log at burger king, how cute. Was msging Kyser & he said something which I didn't quite like so from that day, I haven't been talking to him. I feel so damn upset, I don't know how to start a conversation with him again ): Went arnd town to shop for the clothes to match my GB farewell theme- repeated pattern. I don't know who the hell created the theme cos two years back, we had something like the same- retro. I mean they shld have something more of a cutting edge. Finally, in the late afternoon, found something suitable in this particular shop. We sort of made friends there too! Haha. In the evening, cabbed home. My goodness, the jam was terrible, the stupid 35% of metre surcharge plus ERP. Cab fare cost so much! Everything is rising in Singapore, are people feeling the pinch, I wonder.
From now on, every trip you take by cab, you gotta pay 30cents more! Perhaps some of you don't feel the bite, but I do, cos I take cab to school everyday! Urgh. So irritating. Had Math test today, which I didn't study at all. Finally did my NAPFA during PE. Its been almost 3 months I didn't take, haha! During F&N, I had my 'O' Level Part B practical. Was rushing for everything, it was so last minute. Pfft. But overall, was alright. Was supposed to go to the hall for fairsian connect but some of us stayed in the kitchen instead. After school, cabbed to town with girlfriend, en, tim & eugene. Eugene paid! From there, I took a bus home. Came home, washed up & slept. I'm still pretty tired now. For the past few nights, couldn't sleep properly at all. Kept waking up, kept dreaming of alot of things ): Haven't been talking to Kyser, actually I do miss him ): Walau, feeling so down this days. I need to have some ice cream! Anyone?
I'M SORRY WE JUST COULDN'T CONTINUE TALKING ANYMORE. THE MORE WE DO, THE MORE CONFLICTS WE HAVE. TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING, I HAVE TO GIVE UP SOMETHING. YOUR LOVE WAS A LIE, PERIOD. YOU NEVER TRUSTED ME.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you.
You can look into my eyes
& pretend all you want
