Thursday, watched dvd during chinese. Some guy acted in that show & he's in my school now. Haha! We didn't want to go for PE so we just dragged the time. Played badminton. During F&N, did coursework part B, was so freaking scary. Its like you have to write everything on the spot. After school, supposed to go to Ngee Ann Poly for some stuff, but I didn't go in the end. Met sis at Buona Vista, then we went to Temasek Club. Didn't swim, but went to sing. I was so tired, I slept on the couch for awhile. Arnd 6pm+, mommy came to pick us up. Dropped sis off, then we went to grandmother's hse for dinner. At the same time, asked brother for help with the DPA application form. Well, I just submit to try my luck [: Came home, was so so tired.
Yesterday, 1 hour of physics was wasted thanks to Mr Lim Sin Heng & Mr Owyong. We had temperature taking exercise in the classroom. Then, they made us assemble at the parade square to do it again. How stupid. They treat us like pple in a military school, fucked up. Another hour of physics, had practical. I hate science practicals, cos I can never do it, damn. Watched dvd during chinese again then last period was chemistry, so sleepy. After school, went dover for lunch with Wolfgang, En, Huda, Liangfu & Jingjie. Came back to school with En, then just slacked arnd till we had to go for our GB day rehearsal. It started so late & thus we ended late. I'm glad I met Joanna & Julien (: Stupid En, always disturb me with that Marcus Ong guy. So embarrassing la. Roar! Came back home, washed up & got ready to go out. Michelle & her boyf- Eric, came to pick me up & we headed down to Boat Quay. Waited for Kyser to come & we cabbed to Clarke Quay. I swear Eric was being a bitch all the time! Went to Indoshine & had some drinks. Wanted to go to Arena but didn't in the end, Kyser called his friends down, like arnd 5 of them! We then headed down to Paradiz Centre- Gossip, & had some drinks. I tell you, I'm officially broke la ): Okay, so anyway Eric pissed me off real bad. Cash flow for everyone wasn't that good so we decided to go down to Boat Quay. Bought a bottle of Vodka & sat by the river, talked & drank. Played true or dare. Marc seemed to be so unhappy with me, haiz. I really don't know what to do. Everytime I try to move on, he always say/do things that make me not able to move on. Arnd 5am+, we left. Cabbed to Kyser's place, slacked for awhile at the playground then I went home. Mom wasn't happy with me cos she smelt alcohol on me. What the hell, I quarreled with her, again.. I drink to calm myself down, its a good thing that I don't 'hurt' myself instead >:( I feel totally fucked up with life now. I feel like shit, my life is screwed. This is like the end of me..
Went to bugis in the afternoon. Wanted to sort of surprise Kyser as he's working there but in the end, that boy didn't go to work. Went to church then back to grandmother's place. Rested there for awhile then headed down with Mom, Sis & Brother to Katong, East Coast Road to have peranakan food. Reminded me of Kyser's mom la. I'm super tired right now. Urgh, I miss alot of people close to me. Haiz, time to go rest, goodnight earth.
Fattening food!
See, that's what I mean when I say I'm fat ]:
Just when I thought my life ended when you walked away, I really started to live.
Put on another face
Was lost in my own space
