three blogs: joy

"You aint dumb, you just followed your heart."

Monday evening, daddy came to pick me up & we headed down to the airport to fetch grammy. She went to the Philippines with her friend, how cute right. The moment I saw her, I gave her a big hug! (: We were supposed to fetch her back home but in the end, she decided to take a cab home herself. Me & daddy went to have dinner at swensens, yum yum yum. After that, daddy alighted me at Ang Mo Kio, went down there to meet Kyser. See I'm so nice right, I go all the way there just to see you! Hahaha. Talked & all, I finally told him something which I wasn't supposed to say it at all. Roar. Cabbed back home, didn't know it was quite near, cab fare was $8.60 only!

Yesterday, only sec 4s & 5s were in school. The school was super dead. Had chapel then recess. What the hell right, so early recess! Lessons were boring. My friends were all disturbing me, asking me who was that guy I was with at the funfair, which was Kyser la. Some were saying he was cute & all. My goodness man [: Math was last period & Mr Ho was nice, he allowed us to do whatever we wanted, so we played cards. Enen was damn funny, I can rmb how disgusted she was when muttaqin asked me to sit on his lap. Haha! So after school, was supposed to visit Sze at NUH but in the end went dover for lunch with Girlfriend, Huda & Wolfgang. Came back home & fell asleep on the bed. Suddenly woke up & realised it was alrdy 8pm+. Was supposed to sleep early. However, at night, was on the phone with Kyser, then Girlfriend, then Marc. Couldn't go to bed anymore thats why.

Last night, something scared the shit out of me again. I don't know why sometimes I start imagining things & seeing things. I feel so fucking scared, I can just cry. Urgh.. Didn't use the comp for some time & I've got so many mails & friend requests on friendster. Haiyoo.. Took the limo cab to school for 2 days straight, I love that cab alot as its so comfortable than any other cab. Was so sleepy the whole day. Supposed to have english test today but Miss Reena saw us studying for chinese oral so badly, she decided to stop the test. Did chemistry practical half way & left for oral. I was panicking before oral exam. After I finished, I started crying. I knew I was going to fail my oral ): Pfft. Feel so so sad. On a lighter note, michelle darling is coming back tonight! I'm so happy.