Yesterday, went down to grandmother's hse for awhile. Then, asked brother to fetch me to town. He was nice & willingly did so. Met Girlfriend, Vic & Wolfgang. They showed me how Zen looked like, it was ewwwy. Hahaha! Slacked at Heeren for awhile then went to find Kyser. First, we went to Paragon, he wasn't there, then to Taka, he wasn't there, he was at Wisma. So we waited for him, slacked outside Taka & one by one the rest left. Me, Girlfriend, Kyser & Madhu headed down to Paradiz Centre. Went to some pub- Gossip. Okay, so you can guess what happened, I drank. I didn't want to drink that much but somehow just some stuff made me super upset (it isn't abt marc), I ordered another jug & drink. 3 jugs made me so dead ): They brought me outside, where I puke. I usually never puke when I'm drunk so it was my first time. Kyser & Madhu left. Girlfriend called Jane down, she fetched me to Bishan & Girlfriend went home. Was at a void deck, police came. Got screened, damn fucked up. I remember Jane was like "Joy, act sober, act sober!" I swear it was so tough acting sober when you're drunk. So yea, they said I was underage drinking. I gave them attitude. They called my mom & mom came down. Came home, rushed to open my gate & puke again. Called marc, well he was on the phone with God-knows-who, apparently he said he would call me back but he didn't. He was never there when I needed him. Thank God its over between us.
Couldn't sleep properly at all. Some stuff just kept playing in my mind over & over again, just super upset :\ Lazed arnd in bed & msged people. Stupid handover, my head is still so dizzy. Always hate the after effect of drinking. Still, I wanna thank Girlfriend, Kyser, Madhu, Vic, Jane & Jane's friend for being there for me last night. Okay, I'm going to the airport with daddy to fetch grammy & have dinner in the evening. Hopefully to meet up with Kyser after that. Till then..
Muttaqin: I admit being your friend is better than being your lover.
Joy: Haha, you're so random. But you're being an idiot, smack my butt!
Muttaqin: Okay, I'm sorry for that. But as I think abt it, I think I made a good choice not regretting it any bit. Hehe. Well I'm sorry eh? Didn't get the chance to be your boyf. One & only night to do that give me face ah :\
Joy: Its okay la. Walau, you idiot la you.
Muttaqin: Then you still single?
Joy: Yeap (:
Muttaqin: I got chance anot? Cannot ah. That handsome guy you brought. I can't beat him. Maybe in soccer only. But still he looks better than me- taller. Ah, he can have you.
Joy: Don't be like this la you! Haha. He isn't mine.
Goodbye, let our hearts call it a day.
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
