Monday, daddy fetched me to school, I dreaded it so much. First day of school was sucky. Our timetable totally change. Math was our first period. Did tys, I was damn pissed with Mr Ho cos I always call him so many thousand times & he somehow cannot respond to me. Urgh.. During F&N, time passed damn fast. English was emo for me. Kept thinking of you-know-who & I became so sad. En was there trying to knock some sense into me. But still, I think my feelings for him will never change. I miss him to the maxxxxxx! Humanities was boring as usual. Mr Ho gave our class some doll from overseas, kinda adorable. Haha. After school, felt damn fucked up & some more the weather made my mood even worst so decided to cab home. I've got like tons of accumulated hmwk to do, if not I had long gone out with marc. Actually, I told myself not to talk to him, but urgh, I failed to do so. Heee :\ gave up doing my humanities hmwk & went to bed.
Yesterday, early in the morning got called out by vice principal, Mr Lim Sin Heng! Me & the whole group of pple who didn't attend S2E went to see him. I told him Mr Ho said it wasn't compulsory for me & he was like "I want to see all your holiday hmwk by tmrw." Luckily, english & math hmwk must hand in by friday. But anyway, he was damn fucked up. I think he has nothing better to do but pick pple to scold. Wasted my bloody time. The school's carnival is coming, we were given $200 worth of tickets to sell, mom wanted to buy all but since he was being such a sucker, I told mom to only buy $100. Make me unhappy & I don't like you forever. Pfft. After school, went to Millenia Walk to study with girlfriend. Luckily, she was able to go all the way there with me. Sigh, its so hard to find someone willing to study there with me ): Then walked over to Marina & back home. Was msging pple & my stomach ache acted up again then I fell asleep.
Last night, I slept with a broken heart. Sigh.. Didn't go for physics cos had to see Mr Lim. Ridiculous. Lessons were boring, school's boring, that's all. Came back straight after school. Msged marc on my way home. He's so not fine which makes me worry so badly. I wish I could do something but I can't at all. I pray he'll be alright, cos deep down in my heart, he still matter the most to me. I feel like crying now, I shall stop here now.
I know I have such wonderful & loving girlfriend.
Joy: I think if I can't sleep, I shld drink liquor.
Glenys: No. Anybody but you Joy.
If a picture paints a thousand words then why can't I paint you?
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
