Yes yes, I know I've not been updating much. Its because I'm plain lazy & didn't have much interesting things that happened. Life's starting to get mundane & suckier trust me. Still, life wouldn't be perfect in any way. Monday, home all day, felt much better. Tveeee all day long then marc came by for awhile. Tuesday, out with sis, leonel, ben, damian, sj, weijie, nicholas. Watched The Incredible Hulk at cine, the show was okay. Walked arnd then I went home. Wednesday, kept complaining that I had nothing to do at home. All I did was watch tveeee all the time. Roar! In the evening, went over the grandmother's place. Went to AMK Hub, never been there before, supposed to get my phone but they didn't have the color I wanted. Urgh..
I'm gonna meet my lovely girlfriends later. I hope I don't overspent. However, shopping can never replace all the heartaches I have now >:( I'm crying like fuck now.
Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. & sometimes you have to let them go not because you suddenly stopped caring for them but to see if they care enough to come back.. I choose to love you in silence, cause in silence I find no rejection. I choose to love you in loneliness, cause in loneliness you are mine. If your love wasn't meant for me, time would tell, your actions will show..
Lord, I love Marc more than anything. I just pray things would be okay. From the day you become significant in my life, I knew that there was not one day I wanted to live without you. Amen.
Walau, I need to lose weight :\
You're all that I hoped I'd find, in every single way.
Cause nothing feels like home
As you're a thousand miles away
