Thursday, was so bored in the afternoon, lazed arnd on my bed. Had practically nothing to do at home at all so decided to get my ass out of the hse to meet girlfriend, vic & wolfgang. Met them at marina, as usual girlfriend was late. Went to see LG Secret, really pretty phone. Went over to suntec, had Sakae Sushi for dinner. Went to see the PC show for fun as we had nowhere to go. Jayjay was working at panasonic there but didn't have the chance to meet up with him. Parted with vic & wolfgang then me & girlfriend went for some warehouse sale, didn't buy anything though. Walked over to Marina, bought ice cream & slacked at the long stairs there. Had heart to heart talks with her. Sigh.. Rather sad though. Came home, wasn't feeling well at all. Body was aching, head was so pain.
Friday, woke up at 4am perspiring, I've got a fever ): Thank God mom was awake to feed me medicine if not I wouldn't even take it myself. Was in bed all the way till 4pm. I just couldn't move, felt so weak. Its been so long since I fell ill. Didn't want to go see the doctor but mom insisted so I went to the doctor in the evening. I was feeling super unwell still, my body was just so hot. I felt like crying ): Niezam called to ask me out but I can't cos I'm sick.
Yesterday, couldn't even go out to get my phone. Urgh.. I was stuck in bed everyday since I'm sick. Felt like the walls were crashing down on me. My fever didn't subside, I felt really terrible. At night, mommy brought me to the hospital, everything amounted to $150. Sigh.. Never thought it would be that much. William called to ask me out to drink but I can't cos I'm sick still..
Did not have the energy to use comp till today. How great, stuck at home for 3 days, doing nothing but cry. I still can't eat well ): I've been eating porridge every single day, with only a handful portion, getting sick of it. My fever is going down but I've got tonsillitis. Fuck it, I swear its damn pain. Its like crap & I can't take it anymore. One more thing, can you pple out there stop asking me if I'm single or still together with marc! Its fucking irritating. Will it make a difference to you in any way? URGH! If you want to know, just know that we are happy spending time together whenever we can & that I do love him still. Okay enough for you?
Anyway, happy father's day daddy! I want to write a dedication to you, but I've got no energy now. Pfft >:(
Thanks manfred [:
You catch me when I fall, accept me flaws & all, that's why I love you.
Tomorrow & today
Beside you all the way
