On sunday night, marc was at east coast park fishing with his friends. He asked me to meet him but I was just too lazy. I was asleep when he called. He wanted to come over to my place. Okay, so I went all the way there to fetch him cos apparently he doesn't know where my new hse was. Hahaha. That stupid boy was damn stinkyyyyy, luckily he bathed if not he wouldn't even be sleeping over. Looking in his eyes & watching him fall asleep made me so emotional. He fell asleep, my heart grew heavy & I couldn't sleep so I msged stuart. Sigh.. Its been so long I slept close to him, hugged him & kissed him. I swear the whole world stops when I'm beside you. You gave me the warmth I needed. You're the only one whom I adore. You couldn't give me a definite answer when I asked you whether I shld move on, so what does that mean? Honey, once you give me the answer, I'll really follow it. Don't cry baby, don't cry. No matter what, you know my heart will always be with you through good & bad times. Its a fact that we both miss each other badly always but what have we become of?
So anyway, marc slept all the way in the afternoon. I did my math tuition hmwk while he was sitting behind me disturbing me when he woke up. He wanted to go fishing again so in the evening, headed over to his place to get his fishing stuff. Saw his dad, as usual he was damn funny, always make me laugh. Went to clementi, he couldn't get any fish so we decided to cab down to east coast park- bedok jetty. I was very tired so I didn't do much there. Mom came arnd 4am+ to pick me up. We went for breakfast at macs then headed home.
I'm still so sleepy. Just postponed my tuition to 6pm so I don't think I'll be going drinking with jane & the rest. Besides I alrdy told girlfriend I must try to control. Roar! I wonder if marc is still at bedok jetty fishing. That boy uh, he has school today & I don't know if he went. Okay, I miss him alrdy..
I wonder if all guys flirt regardless if they're attached or not. I mean if you don't want any strings attach, don't get together with someone & later break her heart. That's being so selfish. You said flirting was fun, I just felt like giving you 2 words "fuck you". I said "since you like doing so, I shall do so too". You said "I don't stop you what". How much it cuts me. So perhaps thats what you've been doing all along? Sometimes your words deceive you darling. Why do guys have to be such jerks at times? Why do they have to always hurt pple who love them? Or perhaps I wasn't good enough for him?
When he does the cutest thing.
I love you.......
My Tallie Wallie Sweetest Love <3
Oh, I know you love me.
The days go on forever
& the nights do too
