Last night, I just couldn't go to bed but just stared into the blank wall, felt so enclosed with walls surrounding me. I felt like I needed to run away from the painful misery I've been going through. Life was never fair, was it? Spent hours creating my new layout, slept only at 4.30am this morning. I wanted to talk to someone so badly, but none was available. I felt lost, so lost. I just needed to scream!
In a blink of an eye, its already 1st May! My 'O' Level Chinese exam is coming, soon 2008 is gonna end fast. I don't know. Time just seemed to pass by unknowingly. I have far too much to hold on to, rather than let go. Time o time, please slow down ): Had tuition really early in the morning. Used the comp, got songs from atiqah, edit my site, talked to people online, talked on the phone, sleep. Basically, today's a boring day. Supposed to meet girlfriend in the evening but I slept till 7pm. Haha sorry girlfriend, see you tmrw!
Thought of having supper with girlfriend & my lovely vic at newton but somehow we're not going anymore. I hope that lovely girl of mine is fine. You know I'll always be by your side no matter how much pple take you for granted at times. I appreciate you & I know you've done your best to please everyone. I love you viccintta!
Okaydokeyyy, I want to go watch teeeveee, do my facial mask & have time of my own. I had enough of the computer. Yayee, meeting my darlings tmrw & I need to get a new storybook! Yes, I'm a happy girl now, I think. Not as in literally happy after all the big hooo-haaa binggg-banggg weeleee-wallla. But still, I have to be happy to enjoy life cos time keeps moving. I'll hold on to my past memories but at the same time embrace my future :D
I watch the world pass by me, as our feelings drift apart.
Those simple words hit so hard
They turned my whole world upside down
