Yesterday, met wolfgang & huda at pasir ris mrt in the morning. Was still early so we went to the petrol station to get food to eat. Things passed rather fast. Mr John brought us to another eating place for lunch. No air con! After lunch, had ice cream [: Couldn't walk back to the centre as it was scorching hot, so took a bus back. Ended early, so could go home early. Came home, was on the phone with marc for awhile. Slept, woke up, watch tv, talk to marc again.. Was supposed to sleep early but in the end, never. I wanted to talk to marc longer cos I miss him, but I just had to sleep if not I'll be tired the next day.
Second last day of service learning today. Hooorayy! Wolfgang went home early. Went to whitesands for lunch. Went back, played daiti, blew bubbles. Hahaha. Basically, we didn't do much today. I love being a girl, but I hate having periods :\ Its horrible, cos I'll feel so hot & my legs will be so weak. Urgh.. I've been spending money like water since last month. Its good cos it takes over the sadness I'm feeling but its bad as it drains my bank account. Roar!
Anyway, I know I've been feeling sad since yesterday although I don't show it. I miss thomas, but I couldn't dare face him anymore. I felt that I've been a total bitch towards him all this while. He's super nice I know but I've not treated him the way he's supposed to be treated. Its unfair to him. I'm glad he's gotten over me. Though sometimes, a part of me still wants him to treat me like he used to. Oh well, when you have something right in front of you & you just let it slip by just by holding on to the past, you're only going to regret. Trust me.
Facial mask & off to sleep zzzzzz. I miss marc, my clique, michellelau, jane&the rest, leonel&the rest & much more pple >:(
What I did when I was bored at service learning.
Why did you have to go out of my life? I never got the chance to say goodbye.
Wandering down a darkened road
Your love shines
