I slept after midnight last night. Has service learning today. Wolfgang & huda met me at eunos station. Took the train down to pasir ris & waited for the rest. Then we went over to the Spastic Children's Association of Singapore. Had briefing & when I entered the room, I just felt kinda sad, I cried :\ I only know this few kids now, Mabel, Sofia, Andrew, Jason & Jing Xian. Hahaha! Me & dorothea fed Sofia for lunch & she was looking at wolfgang almost the whole time which scared the shit out of him. We had to walk out to Elias Mall for our own lunch. Walk! Seriously couldn't take it. Felt really restless after that. During games, we just folded paper aeroplanes & threw arnd. Was kind of hard communicating with them. Everything ended arnd 4.30pm & it started raining. Shared umbrella with wolfgang to go to the bus stop. My shoes were soaked. Roar! Bused to tampines station & took train back.
I'm tired now. Sigh.. Tmrw's the same old thing again. Anyway, I've alrdy persuaded girlfriend to postpone her birthday party to next week. I'm boreddd. I don't know what to blog about. Blah blah blah.. Okay, I don't like staying in Singapore, not saying its a bad place but if you give me a choice, I rather leave. Right, I'm going to talk to marc for awhile & off to sleep zzzzz.
Joy: Heyoooo! "It's funny how, even we're not together, have so much feelings towards each other..." Who uh who?
Marc: You la. But if you wanna put it that way... Don't get your hopes up.
Joy: Don't worry. I wont, didn't I told you I gave up?
This is how much he actually didn't want us to be back together again. Its sad, but at least he tells me. So do I really mean what I say, that I've alrdy given up on you? I'm afraid not ): I miss you, I miss everything about you. I can't hold you like I always used to. I'm going to my room to cry now. Pathetic me. 2008 has really been a screwed year for me. But I'm very very sure I will get over all my heartaches, with 2009 being a good year ahead. Think positive Joy! Without marc or not, you're able to go on! Boys will be boys.
I love eating hotshell.
Baby your love is surreal. You make me go like a rollercoaster.
It's so beautiful out here
I just had to stop & stare
