I thought you still love me when you say you do, but I guess now I know. You said you didn't like anyone, means not even meeeeeeee ): Just why am I crying? ): I hate to love you, I hate to wait for you, I hate to want you moreeeeeeee ): You were okay with it when I said I wanted to give up on you ): Why are you deceiving me continuously? ): I wish I could say I hate you, but I can't cos I love you ): Your lies, your bullshit, I'll never trust anymore ): Just why are you doing this to me? ): Everytime I try to move on, you suddenly became really nice therefore I'm still stuck to you ): If you don't want me, at least don't be so evil to do this to me, will you? ): I know we're not together anymore, you don't have to give 2 flying fucks about me but I really hope you still do care ): I wish I wish I could just forget you forever ): But I guess its just that I don't want to ): Why must I always put up that false front? ): Its hurting deep inside ): No matter how much hurt I feel, I'll never fail to always talk to you with a happy side of me ): How much enough is enough? ):
Perhaps, I wasn't good enough for him... I never was.
SCREAM, PULL YOUR HAIR, BITE YOUR TONGUE, PEE IN YOUR PANTS, HIT YOURSELF, SHOUT, STEP ON YOUR TOES, JUMP & FUCK YOURSELF.
You make me go up & down through emotions like a rollercoaster.
Time will never be on your side
Listen, could be your only chance to survive
