Yesterday, chemistry exam was easy if you actually studied. Roar, I hope I pass. Came back home, rested for awhile then headed down to Changi Airport T2 to study with wolfgang, en & tim. En & tim was really much of a distraction. Stayed there until 8pm then wolfgang brought me to see T3. It was damn nice, quiet though & it seemed to have nice food. Came home, talked to marc online for awhile, missed him alot ): I slept only for 2 hours. Woke up at 1am to study, was really tired. I slept on the couch in front of the comp to make sure I actually wake up to study. Frannie talked to me online, the one who claims I'm his angel from his nightmare, asked me out on friday. Hahaha, I'm just so lazy to meet him & besides I'm running low on cash. There are just too much to study for physics & F&N, just too much. I went to bed at 4am & woke up at 5.45am to go to school. Sigh, didn't have enough sleep.
I'm going to flunk both my physics & F&N paper. If I know it'll be so difficult, I wouldn't have studied. During physics paper, I was reading the question when I fell asleep. Omgosh, I know its retarded but I'm just very tired. I took my time to do thinking I had much time left in the end, they said only got 5 mins left, so I rushed to do the paper. F&N paper was just urgh. On my way home, was crossing the road, didn't see the oncoming car & it hit me. I stood rooted to the ground, was damn shocking. Luckily, the car didn't go over my feet which it almost did & luckily it stopped in time, if not I don't know what will happen next. Just woke up from my nap not long ago. I'm going to read through my practical worksheets now, bye!
I miss marc's voice so badly, I miss his presence, I miss everything about him ): Breathless would just be one of a song that can tell how I feel about you. Except that there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye. I love lying beside you with you breathing near, feeling your heartbeat against mine as they beat as one, waking up to see the smile on your face & having breakfast or brunch thereafter. Moments like this, priceless. A million things just couldn't show how I feel about you. But I'm sure you know exactly how I do right. I never want to hurt you. I never want to make you cry. Cos honey, you're so very special to me. So stay close, don't go.
"It's been said time heals all wounds, I do not agree, the wounds remain. In time, the mind protecting its sanity, cover them with scar tissue & the pain lessen but it is never gone."
You're right. I supposed. It's never gone.
Would you give up your vengeance against someone you hate if it meant saving someone you love? Maybe it's time I've learnt. Marc you're the bestest thing that has ever happened to me. I swear. & that's enough for me to put down all my hard feelings against certain people. Your love makes me whole. But for now, I have to stand on my own two feet.
Random shots taken due to boredom :\
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting.
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
