Yesterday, didn't go to church in the afternoon cos I was so tired. Went for steamboat at havelock road with family in the evening. Leonel was msging me telling me he saw baby. Then, I started missing him so badly.
Church this morning was alright. Went for lunch then back home. I've been online shopping these days, too additive. Finally got hold of baby, managed to talk to him for awhile but shit happened.
Thanks girlfriend, jane, vic for pulling me back together.
I'm sorry.
I do care for you.
Can't we work things out?
Don't tell me love has never been your game, please don't.
Cos I know you care.
Please don't leave me alone now.
Fuck exams cos I can't fucking concentrate.
I don't know what I've gotten myself into.
Was I wrong to love you?
Was I wrong to devote myself to you?
I'm going crazy now.
I want to die.
You remain in my heart, forever.
I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
