Didn't have to wear school uniform to school today, I wore my Nepal shirt. The whole school had to form the fairfield crest in the field for nearly 3 hours. Yes, the sun was indeed hot. But we had fun grooving to the songs, hahaha! We changed into our pe shirt & went to the hall for the police talk. Same old usual talk. I was so tired the whole day, could barely take it during chinese & chemistry class. After school, headed straight home & was sleeping all the way. Came home, bathed, slept & had tuition. One word, boringggg!
Oh anyway, I miss baby so much today that I kept smelling his smell. I mean I can smell the smell he always smelt like when I get close to him & hug him. But when I look arnd, he isn't there. I know he obviously won't be arnd but I really do miss him alot, which results me in this. My sweet cupsy cake, you know I love you dearly. I can't imagine life without you. At this point of time, I realise that its you whom I need. I don't ever wanna let you go. You've been a very special & significant part of my life, I want you to continue to be so. You simply know how I feel about you by my actions & all. Its so comforting to always hear you say "I love you more" when I say "I love you". Its so cute of you to say "I put you in my pocket" and I'll say "Just don't squash me." and much more.. Yes, at times you make me bitter yet at times you do bring me much joy & laughter. Honey, I'm happy to have you. You're special, no one else can ever replace you. You're mine & no one else can have you (: I love you, & for a lifetime to come. xoxo
Eme: Do you know who is _____ ___?
Joy: No.
Eme: You & your sister are like the most famous people in singapore.
Joy: *Stunned* Huh?
I don't quite know what she was trying to say though. Oh well, I shld hang out with you one day babe! I hope baby is feeling much better now. I miss you & you know it. Even if the whole world shuts themselves on you, I promise you I'll be there with you, believe me. Urgh, having cash flow problems damn it. Someone please donate to Joy's Daily Indulgence Fund, thank you (: Alrighty, I'm gonna do my mask & off I go to bed. Toodles everyone! I hope tmrw will be a much brighter & livelier day.
Thanks for always being there for me en!
It's a state of bliss
You think you're dreaming
