Yesterday, woke up really early to go to school. Cabbed to school. Changed into my gb uniform, had our enrolment. The parade was good. Everything ended & I cabbed home. Washed up & went down to bugis to meet baby. He sort of overslept. Hang arnd cos his gig started at arnd 6pm+ at beat merchant. Baby was awesome of cos. Hahaha! But I almost die in there, I had a headache after everything was over. Sigh, I spend alot of money on food. Gaahh.. Left the place arnd 11pm+. Headed down to baby's place. I didn't want to quarrel with mom, but I had no choice cos I wanted to spend time with baby. All my time & everything I sacrifice for you. I really don't know if its the right thing to do. Cabbed home arnd 2am+. Msged ketam half way & I fell asleep.
I overslept this morning, couldn't make it to church for mass in the morning. Canceled facial today cos I have to complete all my undone hmwk, which is gonna be alot. Went to church in the evening alone. After church, wanted to go near baby's hse there to study cos as long as I felt close to him, I could study or maybe I could go see him later. However, he didn't answer my calls so in the end I ended up studying at bugis' macs. Was so tired, so I decided to come home after studying. I still have lots of hmwks left to do. Came online & so many people started talking to me. Its quite irritating sometimes cos I only want to talk to people whom are dear to me. Bloody period, dampen my day. I'm having flashbacks of photos you took with her. How much it disgusted me, how ugly she looks. Boy, you have such bad taste. Still, if I was able to capture his love, he wouldn't have done that. I gave my love to you, you don't cherish it, what's the point? Weaker I get as days go by, one day I'll really just (fill in the blanks). I'm just not happy with life now, I'm not the happy joy I used to be anymore.
Happy 2years & 4months Anniversary baby <33
Although you might not be the marc I used to know, I still love you. You know that I always do the best for you. Aren't you just a lucky guy? I love you & I don't want this to be a mistake. I'm eternally grateful for you & if there's on thing you can promise me, promise me that when sadness takes over you, look through my eyes & be happy.
Baby apparently wore my scarf, how pretty!
He's the reason why I keep on smiling in life.
Nothing's greater than the rush that comes
With your embrace
