Yesterday, finish my F&N research, phewww.. Miss Reena didn't come so english was crazy, damn noisy. Eugene sponsored me 3 bucks to watch my movie [: After school, waited for baby to meet me outside school then we cabbed to cine with en & tim. Was supposed to watch The Leap Years but in the end all the tickets were sold out. So we had lunch at LJS which was indeed fun. Hahaha! & later we went to plaza sing. After the show, en & tim left while I just hang arnd with baby. Sigh, we used to go home at the same bus stop, now it's the opposite direction. Gaah.. Nevertheless, thank you for taking the effort to come out with me. I really appreciate it, alot. Came home, & I felt really depressed. I don't know why. With the 'O' levels that are approaching, homeworks & tuitions, I feel that its suppressing me. I wanna do well, but at times I just feel like giving up.
Didn't feel good so I didn't attend school ): Mommy knew I wasn't feeling good, but she doesn't know what's wrong with me. Grandmother called me just now & I know it was all mommy's idea. She hopes that I'm feeling better. However, no one knows how I'm feeling, only girlfriend. Brother also called my sis asking her what's wrong with me & he suddenly want to bring me to church but well, I didn't want to go. I miss baby. I thought he was coming over, so I canceled tuition, in the end he didn't come. Roar! Thanks ketam for that mms & super longgg msg. It made my day. I'm done with my books, so sickening. I have to wake up early for the worst thing in my life- school. Oh God, please make time pass faster but make it slower at the same time. Ah I don't know what I want in life. I'm hopeless. Goodbye.
I'm talking to michelle now, I miss that bitch! Hurry come back hon, then we'll take more pictures & everything else. Partying, drinking, late nights, emoing sessions, kisses, hugs, right? I love you truckloads babe.
Baby used his cigarette to draw that on my shoe [:
At home we sleep, & wait to leave
Upside down we dream
