I'll change my blogskin during the March holidays. This is so old alr, gaah.
Yesterday, physics test was canceled. Ran 2.4km for PE, I just hate perspiring. Chinese was really boring cos wolfgang didn't come ): I don't know why jaryl keeps talking to me now, its irritating the shit out of me. Ugh. Chemistry was very slack, kept talking & had fun. During humanities, was so sleepy. Headed home straight after school, bathed, rested, & had tuition. Last night, was supposed to sleep early but I ended up msging pple. Baby & I msged, though it was okay, some part of me just couldn't take it & I broke down, again.. Fucked up.
Happy Valentine's Day lovelies! <3
Dad fetched me to school this morning. Thanks everyone for the lovely gifts, chocolates, flowers, hugs & all. I can't believe I spent alot on the pressies for my darlings this year. Perhaps all of them meant alot to me (: I love every single one of you guys. I've received chocolates from unexpected people too, but still, thanks. Friends made my day. Mr Ho, Mrs Tan & Miss Lily are so nice, they gave us goodies. Heee. But it was so disturbing when everyone asked me what me & baby's gonna do later for today. I just sort of change the subject & ignore. I wanted to cry so badly. I did in the toilet though ): Its sad enough okay. I can't believe I'm spending v day alone this year. I still can rmb last year's v day with baby vividly. Perhaps this year, things have taken a detour. I shall just say we couldn't spend time together bcos he had something on. I do mind but don't worry, as long as you're happy, I will be too. Nothing matters to me but you doing the things you really want to do. I'm glad enough. I gave my heart all out to you. Is it right of me to do so? Please tell me.
So chandni & wolfgang replied to my msn personal nic, though it werent meant for them. But will baby ever reply to that?
Will you be my valentine forever?
& anyway, thanks michelle darling for the email. It was short & sweet, I love you.
Well, for two individuals to know how to love each other, communication is the key. They have to communicate from the heart, not their heads. Otherwise, its just the ego talking. Ego is about controlling the other, while love is accepting the other. You usually hear couples say, "Oh, when we were first dating, he/she was like this, but now he/she has changed." Well, they have to grow together and not apart. There has to be true awareness of themselves and the other, & this acceptance is very important.
Sometimes, the choices you have to make between your heart and your mind is terrible.
Don't let our last kiss be our last
Give me tonight & I'll show you
