Last saturday 2feb, I headed down to dxo for Mercy Restraint's gig. My dear friends, ya'll rock the place! [: Well, I left early cos I didn't have the mood to stay any longer. Came home, started packing all my stuff. It was so tiring, but almost everything was done. Mom drove me to the new place, where I stayed for the night.
Last sunday 3feb, went down with sis to explore a lil arnd the estate. It was quite alright, but mom is still afraid of us coming home late. I don't wanna stay at this temporary place!
Last monday, went to paya lebar after school with girlfriend & en to buy our malay outfit. Bought for the guys too.
Last tuesday, I woke up & took my shower in the morning but I didn't go to school in the end. The movers came to bring the stuff. After that, mom fetched me to my old hse & I took a bus to school. I had to go all the way down cos jingyang wanted his sarong. I took a bus back home it was a long ride & I was freezing inside. In the evening, brother fetched us to church for ash wednesday mass. Went to grandmother's hse for dinner, then back home.
Last wednesday, I asked dad to fetch me to school early cos I had to change into my malay outfit. Fetched en & headed to school. Thanks evan, for the pretty plaits. Things were alright. The total defence quiz was fun, games were alright. Class boys were crazy moshing in class. After everything, went ikea with en for lunch then baby came to meet me. Went over to his place, was a lil upset with him though. Was supposed to go back to my old hse to take some stuff left there still. Waited for the bus, it was so hot that I couldn't take it so I took a cab instead.. I realised the only thing I left there, was the soft toy lincoln gave me. It was shocking. Came home, took a quick shower then headed to grandmother's hse for reunion dinner. Good food though. However, I was very tired.
Last thursday night, had the worst dream ever. I dreamt that baby were with his group of friends & he started to get along well with this girl. I was standing right in front of him, yet he didn't bother. He started to get all touchy with that girl. I stood there crying. Gosh, I pray that would never happen. In the afternoon, went over to grandmother's hse. Yayeee, red packets! (: Rachael came over to my hse at night, drank vodka apeach. Msged jane, I really miss her badly.
Last friday, went town with sis. We wanted to buy things but in the end almost all shops were close. Damn! So she went to meet her boyf, while I went to meet baby & his friends. Saw them jam, it was awesome! Headed down to baby's place. Got a hangover & stayed over for the night. Roarr!
Last saturday, visiting. I can't rmb, whatever.
Yesterday, went to church in the morning. Went to parkway for awhile, then came home and rest. Headed down to clarke quay in the evening to meet michelle & jillian. They took so long to come, so I waited outside central for an hour. There was this weird caucasian guy. When I was buying ice cream, he was beside me, he smiled at me. Okay, so I went to find a place to sit. He came to sit beside me & he smiled again. Very weird. Went to Cuba Libre for drinks. Went over to meet tim for awhile. I finally got my money back, phewww.. He went off, so I went to meet michelle & jillian. Sent jillian home, me & michelle headed down to east coast park to meet baby. He was fishing there with his friends. The dare games they play were just funny. I was really upset with baby. Michelle went home, baby & his friends went to the toilet. I was so fucking alone & scared. I took a cab home. Reached home arnd 3am. Slept for less than 2 hours. I could hardly sleep cos I was waiting for baby's reply all night long. Only to realise in the morning that his phone was off. How dumb can I get, seriously..
Cabbed to school this morning. Thanks sze for marie the cat! [: I was so sleepy the whole day. I practically slept during english. Math was just plain boring. After school, headed down to town with girlfriend & wolfgang. We went on a valentine's day shopping spree. Bumped into, leonel, ben, damian & justin. Was supposed to meet tim, but I was just so fucking upset that I decided to head home.
What if I told you I'm sorry I can't be like your friends? Will you still love me the same? Or would you rather leave?
I guess your friends have been most impt to you all along. Honey, I'm upset that whenever you're with your friends, you tend to leave me all alone. If you were me, you'll know how I exactly feel. Its very sad, very sad ): Haven't you actually realise that?
That's fengyuan.
The red army.
We love Mr Ho!
Girlfriend, I love you very much.
5B 2008.
It's enlightening to think of the breeze
To believe in things that we can't see
