Heyhooo! Sorry for not updating for so long. This week has really drained me thoroughly with tests & everything. Screams! Luckily, there aint any tuitions this week cos I canceled. I thank God that he had gave me the strength to persevere on no matter what circumstances.
On wednesday, on my way to school, I accidentally dropped my psp. My heart totally sank ): I don't know why my mind suddenly went blank & I dropped everything I was holding. Played captain's ball during pe & sze banged into me. You know that he's a volleyball player & he's so well built. I almost died. He hit my waist, I was on the floor & couldn't move for a while, I cried. After school, went to anchorpoint to have lunch with en. We parted & I went to baby's school to meet him. Went over to his place, I studied over there too okay! Came home arnd 9pm, was super sleepy.
On thursday, seeing some stuff in the morning made me so irritated. It spoilt my whole day. You're such a flirt *. I can't imagine I actually talk to someone like you, make me feel so cheap. Reaching the end of the day, I was so nervous cos it was the release of the 'O' level results at 2pm. Principal talked for almost 1 hour. Mr Ho gave me my math results. I screamed, I was happy I passed with a B. But I'm gonna retake. After school, stayed back to study.
Yesterday, physics test was canceled, ugh. Had headaches again & tim was saying why every friday I got headache. Had gb after school, the rules was so fucked up, that no fringes are allowed. It makes no sense that mine is allowed during school, but not in gb, ridiculous. Taught the sec ones drill. After gb, I rushed home to bath & change then headed down to baby's place to meet him. His friend was there too & he's so funny, he kept laughing, make me laugh too. Hahaha [: Stayed at baby's place till 3am then I cabbed home.
Woke up in the afternoon today, can't believe I slept for so long. Went to church for awhile then headed down to ps, walked arnd, bought some stuff & caught the movie The Diving Bell & The Butterfly. I was all alone, very pathetic right. Roar! On my way home, was looking through the pictures of me & baby, I almost teared. My mind was thinking alot, how much we've been through is totally amazing. I never want to leave you darling. I promised to be there for you always.
Happy Birthday my love. Another year older so must be wiser yea? I wish I could do something special for you but I just couldn't fork out time. So I promised I will next year! I hope you enjoyed yourself last night though. I love you as long as time takes us. xoxo <3
"Joy, I'm proud of you. You're really my doughnut pie. This year, our priority shld be studies though love's impt too. You've proved to me that you can put one thing aside when the other's more impt." -en
Every bells gonna ring
Your love is alive & it's making me sing
