Girlfriend didn't come to school on wednesday. It was so boring, I don't understand what Miss Thio is teaching at all. Suddenly while having chinese, my mind went blank, really blank, like I had no more feelings are I couldn't think at all. During humanities, I wanted to sleep alr. After school, had exco meeting & it was unbearable. Came home, still had tuition. Anyway..
Happy 2years & 2months Anniversary baby <33
Yesterday, I was damn emo. I'm so stressed out, didn't talk much. Went to hall for fairsian connect, we saw Mr Deepak(Nepal guide). We were damn happy, cos he's really nice [: Came home for tuition & later went to baby's place. I've got alot of tests but still I don't know why I'm sacrificing those for him. Ahhh..
I lost my temper during physics today, I shouted >:( I was just talking & talking during chemistry cos I don't understand anything for nuts. The whole day, everyone was just copying chinese & math hmwk. After recess, I had a very bad headache, till now it hurts. Chinese compo test suck, didn't have time. Had gb after school. Slacked during drill, took the sec 2s for badgework, & blahh.. Managed to catch up with kayhan for awhile too. I'm fucking tired. So many tests coming up next week. I'll really break down & cry soon ): fuck FUCK fuck FUCK fuck.
I hold onto my heroes
With faith enough to fly
