Friday, was the most tiring day. Had gb after school. After school, went dover with girlfriend for lunch then went to lincoln's place to ask him some stuff abt the psp. Rushed back to school cos we were late. Gb was quite okay actually, though it was boring. Helped miss reena take stuff & clean her classroom. I was supposed to take my juniors for drill, but I didn't go. Ex-co members celebrated birthdays. So yes, my birthday was included. Cakes & food, yummy! [: Those who graduated came back & I miss them. Sadly, julien & joanna didn't come, I guess they were working. Came home straight after. I drop dead the moment I put my bag down. I know I'm dirty, but I was just so exhausted. In the end, I bathed so late. Msged jane & stuff, thanks for those words, it made me feel much better.
Today, headed down to town to meet vic, bev, wolfgang, chandni, atiqah, suba, muttaqin, fengyuan, daryl, ivan & ch. Cikgu treated us swensens, but she wasn't there to join us at all cos she had something on. The bill came up to 270+, hahaha :D Then, most of them left & the rest of us went to ps. Walked arnd, then I decided to make a move. I took a bus down to marine parade. When I was in the bus, I saw a group of pple dressed in black, all black. I thought I saw baby. & yes, it was him. Imagine how pathetic it is, you're in the bus & the bus just drove by. All you could do, is watched him from afar. I cried in the bus. Fuck it. Went to the hse, my maid was cleaning up. I was just playing my psp all day long. Did nothing much there anyway. Just came home not long ago. I just fucking miss him.
Black metal. Me. I surrender. Its like I'm longed forgotten. FUCK. I wish I didn't need you at all. What is this thing called love?
So everyone saw the last sentence I wrote during recreation.
We played this during badgework [:
& in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
