Yesterday, 4 periods of humanities is enough to kill me. Lessons are soo boring! I've got no motivation to study at all. Baby's partly my motivation, but I don't get to see him during school cos he's no more in fairfield ): I feel really fucked up seriously. I just feel like dying, someone kill me. Ugh! After school, girlfriend came to my hse cos I had to take my money as I didn't bring it to school then we headed down to sim lim to search for our red psp slim. Walked here & there, trying to find the right one with a reasonable price, in the end we finally found it. The price was okay at first but it ended up being so much after adding this & that, damn. I'm quite happy with it though [: Wolfgang came to meet us & we went to bugis to meet vic & bev. Me & girlfriend left soon after cos we really had to go home, besides girlfriend stay so far. I MISS BABY, IT KILLS.
Two days of not enough rest results to my drained energy. School's a bitch, so tiring. PE was kinda fun though. My eyes can barely open. I feel so shitty, I want to sleep foreverrrrrr. Gaaa.. Wolfgang came to my hse after school to get the psp games. I tried to take a short nap then I had tuition. Sigh. I've spent more than 400bucks on my red psp slim. I feel time is running out for me bcos of the O levels. I miss jane & the rest. I'm so worried for baby. All these makes me so upset & I feel so confused! >:( I don't like what I'm feeling right now, so frustrated. Well, I still hope my temper will not be that bad as you know when things aint right for you, you tend to go haywire. fffffuuuuccckkkk.
Joy: Mommy I'm going out for awhile.
Mom: Why are you always going out? You must study too okay.
Luckily, I have understanding parents & I love them muchieeee.
W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. J--u-s-t k-n-o-w t-h-a-t I L-o-v-e M-a-r-c. G-o-o-d-b-y-e <3
Can you take this silence
Like a pill so I can breathe again
