I hate you for the many things you've done that broke my heart. How can you even say you love me? Bullshit.
Yesterday, lessons went by fast. I was tired as usual. After school, went to dover to have lunch with wolfgang, en & william. Came back to school, slacked arnd, blah blah blah.. Was super bored. Lazed in the gb room, talked to june, blah blah blah. She was saying that last time me, her, baby, mag, ian, brian, & the others went to sentosa, it was just so weird. Ha, I agree too. I didn't know why I stayed in sch for. I wanted to go home but baby said he'll come & asked me to stay. So okay, I stayed for him. I waited for him for hours & in the end I ended up seeing him for only arnd 30mins. Very fucked up. Because.... he ended up walking away to meet his friends & he didn't even tell me. When I turned arnd, he was gone. I was so pissed, I went back to find en, joanna & julien. Gb booth was quite alright. I went to have dinner with en, joanna, julien, sze & jia wei. But I didn't eat cos I didn't have any appetite. Came back to school to see baby. I was so angry with him still. He was waiting for siti to have dinner with her. Note that he waited for her for very long, see she must be so impt. I'm not angry with that, I'm angry that your actions don't show that I'm significant to you at all. As your girlfriend, I don't even think you care abt me with all your heart.
Last night, I suddenly wanted to see him so I msged him but he didn't reply. I waited & waited till I fell asleep. I wish I wish I wish you cared a lil more. From what I see, your friends are always more impt than me. If thats the case, I rather be your friend to get your attention, rather than being your girlfriend who ended up getting hurt all the time by your actions. Think abt it dude, am I in the wrong or you? Am I the one who turn his/her back & walk away without saying a word or you? Am I the one who says something but didn't do it or you? Am I the one who give alot of excuses or you? Or am I just a silly girl whom gave her heart all out to that very special guy?
******: The higher your hopes are, the higher chance it would be dashed.
****: He has not set his priorities right. You're the one doing all the work. You're giving all the time. He's taking advantage.
We miss gb room.
Joanna, julien, me & sze.
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
