Was rather moody in the morning when I got to school. Sorry sze & fengyuan ): Physics was plain boring & during english we did some test. All of us were complaining. Hahaha, miss reena was our teacher. Gaaa.. I was so sleepy the whole day anyway. After school, was with my darlings for awhile. Then, me & en saw muttaqin, we went to talk to him. He was so random, he said my hair grew longer. Haha :D Bused home with en. Came home, took a short nap & had tuition. Omgosh, was so boring!
Anyway, I will only blog when I'm free from now onwards. Its sad I know. But I have to really put in my best effort for my O levels. Sigh, no choice but just to sacrifice.
I've not been myself recently. JANE, I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL SO HELPLESS. Oh well, no one can ever understand how I'm feeling anyway. You know sometimes when you're at the lowest point at your life & you need someone to cry on, the person knows you're crying but doesn't know why, yet he/she doesn't do anything. You wish so badly that the person would at least ring you up as he/she said so, but that person lied. You know how fucking terrible it will be when its not the first time he/she lied. Okay, fuck it seriously. I've got to face that that person don't give a fuck about me at all. Then later, the word 'sorry' comes in. For what! Oh gosh, its useless. Why must I be the one who gets hurt most of the time? You fucking don't care about me at all!! I just hate to cry. We're just different. Period. I need to rest my broken heart now. Bye.
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
Cos I, I am still here
