Last night, was totally fucked up. Baby & I were not on good terms & also, tim made me really mad. I really really want things to go back to normal. I want my sweet old life back ): I've not been myself lately & I stirred up alot of conflicts, it sucks. I guess my girlfriends are still the best, the ones I adore the most. Cos no matter what happens, I know they will be there for me.
Woke up at 12pm today. Lazed arnd, then in the afternoon mom fetched me & sis to temasek club, went there to study & swim. Had ktv too. Kind of quarreled with baby again. Ahhh, just when is this gonna end? It's so not fun. Anyway, I'm meeting baby in awhile. Like finallyyyyyyyyy... I hope it will solve things straight, once & for all. If this continues to drag on, I don't know what I'll do next ):
Life is a series of pulls back & forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. Sigh ): Life has been a roller coaster ride for me these days & I really hate it.
I saw you going down
But you never realized
